(Verse 1] Richard Sean when he sip that liquor Vision blur—feel bigger, feel quicker Inner sinner start switching the picture Calm at first—innocent then thriller Met him once—felt wild, friendly killer As time disappears—I fear what I'd kill for Skin icy—now I see why I chill for Need to bleed just to feel alive for sure To me, we ain’t free—we reach for more Just to live, but we don’t feel the drive no more Urgent urge to return. Back to before Read signs—redesigned by master Dicky denies—won’t bend, won’t surrender Lost in frostbite—I fail to remember Lots frustrate—failure… member Whisper low like it live in my nerve In a blur, in a stir, I don’t know what I heard Rick Sean… then the syllables slur Sad-dicky-sean… Mad-sickky-sean… Bad-dick-sean… Had addiction—just to belong Just needing to be long Just to be wrong Be wanting to be gone gone [4 nar musical break building up to chorus] Chorus] You subtract—sub facts—retract—tries Reminds over and over—testify Mind defines demand to find the high DIicky Sean—a dictionary reply [Verse 2] The plan of a gambling man Hands shake—tryna win it again Lost once, now I double the bet Mind locked in a loop I can’t end Chasin’ that feel I ain’t felt yet Cigarette smoke—deep breath in my chest Inhale stress, exhale regret Every drag got me feelin’ less breath But I’m still in debt less interest restless White line smells just fine easy to obtain Cross once, now I’m crossin’ again Proper etiquette to share with friends Confidence rise, consequences descend Talk fast but not a head in the end Split the line—then I fell through the crack Brillo burn—watch it glow, then adapt Flash fire—then collapse into black Every high just attack—brace for impact Meth Wide eyes—now I don’t need rest Laser focus—but I’m flailin’, just wrecked Feel godlike—like I’m better than best God denied roll a bowl i guess Fentanyl euphoria—feel no pain Nod slow—vacate my own brain Dope Sick again such inhumane pain you can't explain Hopeless Insane the strain the struggle to obtain Repeat the cycle all over again And again and again and again Only peace for a moment then Persist seeking relief to sustain Social Media scrubbed out for fame I can't ascertain where I've been Scroll obey! scroll like! scroll more and sin! Validation got me stuck in a spin Everyone talk but nobody within No longer able to Morally comprehend connected yet connection taught to offend —still alone reduced to dromes in the end [Chorus] You feel wise—look in his eyes Realize what really lies Real lies hide in disguise Dicky Sean redefines—drawing a line [Chorus] You feel wise—look in his eyes Realize what really lies Real lies hide in disguise Dicky Sean is not on your side [Bridge] Therapist tryna stitch me together To get my fix the rapist wants To get her Therapy trends assist me able to belong Instead inside intends to enable me gone insist inability forsee before long Guilt, shame—compare,bow down feel wrong Tilt aim—care stand your ground need turned back on Hit brakes or break through past great again to strong? How much collapse, mistakes will we make on our own Till we finally make the change—expand the zone Realize the environment needs to be grown Unknown... once owned— is now ....known [Final verse] Ricky sean hope your ready to pay Get right with the light—today we won"t stray Change the space, change our story claim the day People care, humanity love on display Dicky Sean—addiction be scared rum away Connection strong, got something to build No more void that he used to fill Care and love replace the stigma—good will Now I choose—obey moral free will ain’t no more need to be chasin’ the thrill
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