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Sowful Noise

[SCRIPTURE INTRO - DEEP MALE VOICE, SLOW, REVERENT, WITH ECHO] “Make a sowful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands. Serve your sow with gladness: come before its presence with singing. Know ye that the seed is of God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be sowful unto him, and sow in his name. For the harvest is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.” [Pause - extended silence, soft inhale, ambient pad slowly rises] ⸻ [VERSE 1 - FEMALE VOCAL ONLY, melodic singing, emotional, breathy, intimate] Been arguing with my blood, especially my mother Questioning if this path was meant for me or another Years of walking sowfully Years of building through the rain Listening for Your voice even thru the pain Healing while I’m hurting Creating while I’m weary Hands turning black from the constant fire I reached for every dime whenever life got hard Still trying to keep the faith while carrying the scars ⸻ [CHORUS - FEMALE ONLY, stronger melodic lift] Some days are high Some days are low Yet somehow I still wake up ready to sow I wanna reach the place where money ain’t the goal Waking up full of purpose and still leave here with my soul ⸻ [VERSE 2 - FEMALE ONLY, fragile emotional build] Trying to feed my son while my hunger’s growing dire Giving till I’m empty even when my spirit wants to rise higher Saving all my wants for last and water every seed that I’ve cast But when does the harvest rise for someone just like meeeee… ⸻ [CHORUS - FEMALE ONLY, softer emotional repetition] Some days are high Some days are low Yet somehow I still wake up ready to sow I wanna reach the place where money ain’t the goal Waking up full of purpose and still leave here with my soul ⸻ [BRIDGE - FEMALE ONLY, stripped, emotional breakdown] My mind is right My heart ain’t mixed My eyes stay fixed Trying to leave this world intact and spiritually rich But right now the darkness makes my vision feel blurry If You speaking from the heavens let me hear you more clearly I know You see me I know You hear me If You answering with words then let it hit my ears more clearly I know I’ve walk through fire I know I’ve been chosen But my God… When does the chosen get to feel whole again? ⸻ [FINAL CHORUS - FEMALE ONLY, fading intensity] Some days are high Some days are low Yet somehow I still wake up ready to sow I wanna reach the place where money ain’t the goal Waking up full of purpose and still leave here with my soul ⸻ [OUTRO - FEMALE SPOKEN-SING / PRAYER, VERY SOFT FADE] I’m chasing roads where few would even last Seeking deeper foundations built by the past From my mouth into Your ears Please tell me what my ears truly need to hear…