I kept the door shut tight Hands black from the same old fight You called my name like a cut And I stayed there, mouth full of rust I wore my blame like armor Let it bite me harder, harder Now the floor knows all my weight Every step I took came late I can feel it rise Under broken ribs I can hear the lie Trying not to live If I burn tonight Let it clean this skin I’m still here I’m still here I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands (Run it back) I want it back I want it back I want it back, understand? (Understand) I made the mess I made the mark Now watch me stand In the dark I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands Your silence hit like iron Every word I hid came flying I saw my name in the glass All split apart, all cut in half No clean escape, no pardon Just this pulse in the damage I learned the shape of regret By the teeth marks it left I can feel it rise Under broken ribs I can hear the lie Trying not to live If I burn tonight Let it clean this skin I’m still here I’m still here I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands (Run it back) I want it back I want it back I want it back, understand? (Understand) I made the mess I made the mark Now watch me stand In the dark I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands Tell me where it went That part of me Tell me how to break What I let be I don’t need a crown I need a wound to close I need the part of me I left exposed Take it Take it Take it all back (No more hiding) Face it Face it Face the crack (No more running) I am not done I am not gone I take the fall I carry on I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands (Run it back) I want it back I want it back I want it back, understand? (Understand) I made the mess I made the mark Now watch me stand In the dark I want it back I want it back I want it back in my hands In my hands In my hands I want it back In my hands
