─────────────────────────────────────── Find more of me: 🍋💛 https://hyperfollow.com/LemonRain 🍋💛 ─────────────────────────────────────── [Verse] You always knew how to frame the truth So I would doubt my own reaction first. Every conversation bent around your version of events, Until silence feels easier than resistance. I - started treating my own instinct like an enemy, And mistook obedience for peace. [Pre-Chorus] You knew exactly which parts of me Wanted certainty more than honesty. And I played the fool ... WILLINGLY! [Chorus] I keep running~ Running back to the familiar pain of you. Which part of myself survives this? (The familiar pain of you) Say who am I~ When the illusion stops protecting me? [Post-Chorus] „You called it stability." THE DEVIL USUALLY DOES. [Verse] You stayed calm while I unraveled, Which made me trust you more. And whenever something in me resisted, You could redirect it instantly, A softer tone, a disappointed look, Or just a touch in the right moment. [Pre-Chorus] BY THE END, I couldn’t tell the difference anymore, Being understood or being controlled. [Chorus] I keep running~ Running back to the familiar pain of you. Which part of myself survives this? (The familiar pain of you) Say who am I~ When the illusion stops protecting me? [Post-Chorus] „You called it balance." I CALLED IT SURVIVING YOU. [Bridge] And somewhere between collapse and acceptance … I was suspended between extremes, Wanting distance while craving to be comprehended. (-( Which part of myself survives this? )-) [Breakdown] WHO AM I WHEN I STOP OBEYING YOU?! Which part of me is still mine? WHO AM I WHEN I STOP BREAKING FOR YOU?! Which part did you keep? FAMILIAR PAIN! DON'T LET GO! Why do I still want it?! FAMILIAR PAIN! [Final Chorus] I kept running - to the familiar pain of you. (Familiar pain of you.) And somewhere between collapse and acceptance, A part of me still wants your approval, Even after... Recognizing... The damage you cause~ [Outro] (Who are you~) (When the illusion stops protecting you?)
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