Self Reflection #2

I have been staring into the bathroom mirror for hours, Thinking, What if I stayed home and let the world collapse around me. I don't hold up the world for everyone else, just my own, just my world, if it falls, you'll be fine, you won't be needing me, in time. I'm walking alone at night by your apartment door, wondering, If I were to stop, would you let me spend my night with you, I could only hope you would, but I don't, it's not right, to bring you down, with me, you won't be needing me, in time. I'm not worth it, but I'm not worthless, go be special on your own. I'm not worth it, I'm not worthless, You don't need me, to not be alone. Breaking the mirror, with my fists, bleeding hand, a bleeding heart, the sight of me, won't be missed. but now, reflection comes from within, and you, you know what could have been. Time spent, on me, isn't worth, what you believe, Time spent, on me, isn't worth, what you believe, What do you believe? What do you believe? What do you believe? I'll tell you what I see.