[Verse 1] Sweaty stains on my collar, this grind is my religion, Bills are stackin’ high, with no room for revision. There is so much stress on my shoulders, I can see the pain in the mirror, But when I try to breathe, the noise only gets clearer. Long hours and short tempers, these demons in my chest, Anxiety's like a landlord, my mind’s been repossessed. Clocking in for my family, clockin' out of my soul, But when want to have a drink, I’m the villain that they scold. No rest for my weary mind No relief for my soul When it all gets started it just continues to spiral out of control [Prechorus] Hands keep on moving. Why is this clock so cruel. I just want to catch a break from playing life’s mule why do they still treat me like I'm in grade school. Aways acting like I'm some kind of ignorant fool. [Chorus] My invisible hands, just try to hold it all down, My Silent strength, but all they sees a clown. When I’m just tryna live, I'm just tryna see if I still feel, Hope they see my scars, I hope they know that they're real. [Verse 2] Late nights in the kitchen, as my dreams keep circling the drain, A fear that doesn't end, but I just keep fighting the pain My mind is like a haunted house, echoing my past, Every room is like a battlefield, and all these shadows that I cast. they say that I am distant, but I’m just fighting for some air, they can't see my love in the heavy loads that I bear [ Prechorus] they might not see a hero who's just fighting to stay A man who was a hero once for his brothers without delay now I'm fighting to protect my family even when it’s dark and grey [Chorus] My invisible hands, just trying to hold it all down, My silent strength, but they just see a clown. When I’m just tryna live, I'm just tryna see if I still feel Hope they see my scars, and I hope they know that they're real
