Left on read.

Verse 1 I was the answer to prayers I never got myself, Held everyone together while I rotted in hell. Picked up calls at 3 a.m., voice shaking, While my own nights felt like suffocating. I bled in private so you could heal in public, Smiled through the damage, told myself “fuck it.” I kept the promise, you broke the bond, Now I’m standing here wondering what I did wrong. Hook I show up bleeding, you don’t show at all, I scream into silence, never get a call. I was built for your storms, you left me in rain, Now I carry the weight and answer my pain. Every time I needed you, you vanished away, I was there for everybody—nobody stayed. I gave you my heart, you gave me delay, I’m alone with the dark… left on read by so called friends. Verse 2 I learned real quick love don’t mean shit, If it disappears when you’re not convenient. They say “stay strong” like it pays the bills, Like it stops the shaking, like it numbs the chills. I sat in my car just begging to break, Phone face down ‘cause I know what it says— Nothing. No “you good?” No “I’m on the way,” Just echoes and clocks and another fake day. Hook I show up bleeding, you don’t show at all, I scream into silence, never get a call. I was built for your storms, you left me in rain, Now I carry the weight and answer my pain. Every time I needed you, you vanished away, I was there for everybody—nobody stayed. I gave you my heart, you gave me delay, I’m alone with the dark… left on read by so called friends. Bridge I don’t cry anymore, I just go numb, Heart beat heavy like a loaded gun. If I disappear, would you even know? Or would my name just fade like an old ringtone? I was the glue, the fix, the savior, the strong, Now I’m asking myself how the fuck I held on. Verse 3 Now I keep my pain locked behind my ribs, No more open doors, no more “this is it.” I survived abandonment dressed as love, Learned being needed ain’t being enough. So don’t call me family, don’t say my name, If you weren’t there when I prayed for a break. I rebuilt my soul with nobody near, If I stand alone—it’s ‘cause you left me here. Final Hook / Outro I show up bleeding, you don’t show at all, I learned how to stand by watching me fall. I was there for everybody till it hollowed my chest, Now I pour one out for the faith I lost in the rest. If I harden my heart, don’t ask me why— I begged for a hand and got silence back. I was there every time… remember that part. I didn’t leave you— You just never showed up for my dark.