Faded Polaroid

The leaves are dying The chill of late September The painful flashbacks Of things that i don't want to remember You left me And what keeps the pain alive Is you gave me no closure My heart keeps asking why Was it all my fault Was it me that destroyed Everything we had together All I'm left with is a void I'm faced with all the emotions For so long I've tried to avoid As I look at us together smiling In a faded Polaroid I live my life alone Knowing i'd never love another Too afraid that if I got hurt I might never recover Its my own expectations that kill me I'm the one to blame I would never lie to you But you couldn't say the same Was it all my fault Was it me that destroyed Everything we had together All I'm left with is a void I'm faced with all the emotions For so long I've tried to avoid As I look at us together smiling In a faded Polaroid Beside me Is where you belong Not in a poem Painting or song Loving you Was where my heart was all along And I'll love you Until all the stars are gone Was it all my fault Was it me that destroyed Everything we had together All I'm left with is a void I'm faced with all the emotions For so long I've tried to avoid As I look at us together smiling In a faded Polaroid