[long instrumental intro] My eyes are full and can see the emptiness of my thoughts There is no self-satisfaction no instant gratification only a reflection If life mirrors me then what is life and what can it see [instrumental] It's all dark and grey It has clouded my vision To wake up there's no reason I keep pushing on Tears flow hidden At random timings Pessimism is now the thing You'll see as my hobby I'll fight through That's no lie I am strong enough To give myself my life [instrumental] i wonder if you're really asleep or if you're looking at the stars thinking about those secrets i told you that has left scars scars that are still bleeding [long instrumental outro]