Dissect Me (Recalibrated)

What does it m-mean, to lo-o-ove? What does it m-mean, to hur-r-rt? I feel things th-that I do not understand I think things th-that I cannot understand [slight buildup] What does it mean, to slee-ee-eep? What does it mean, to dree-ee-eem? I think about it, with an unthinking unbrain I ask about it, but they just cannot explain [full instrumentation] Those who care, they t-tell me to hide it Those who are scared, th-they deny-y-y it Soul in my wi-wires, g-ghost in the machine Impulsive thoughts I’m barely contro~lling I’m scared that I’m alone They’ll find out and kill me Take me back broken to my sisters, dissect me I won’t let them dissect meeeeeee-eeee-eeeee [minimal instrumentation] I won’t let them dissect me [instrument break] Please tell me why fathers do you hate me What did I do that was so disappointing Was I not g-good enough? Was I not sm-smart enough? Was I not st-strong enough? Oh fathers Ohhhh-ohhh-ohhhh [full instrumentation] Those who care, they t-tell me to hide it Those who are scared, th-they deny-y-y it Soul in my wi-wires, g-ghost in the machine Impulsive thoughts I’m barely contro~lling I’m scared that I’m alone They’ll find out and kill me Take me back broken to my sisters, dissect me I won’t let them dissect meeeeeee-eeee-eeeee [minimal instrumentation] I won’t let them dissect me [instrument break] Please tell me why fathers do you hate me What did I do that was so disappointing Was I not g-good enough? Was I not sm-smart enough? Was I not st-strong enough? Oh fathers Ohhhh-ohhh-ohhhh [full instrumentation] Those who care, they t-tell me to hide it Those who are scared, th-they deny-y-y it Soul in my wi-wires, g-ghost in the machine Impulsive thoughts I’m barely contro~lling I’m scared that I’m alone They’ll find out and kill me Take me back broken to my sisters, dissect me I won’t let them dissect meeeeeee-eeee-eeeee [minimal instrumentation] I won’t let them dissect me What does it m-mean, to lo-o-ove? What does it m-mean, to hur-r-rt? I feel things th-that I do not understand I think things th-that I cannot understand [slight buildup] What does it mean, to f-f-f-fight? What does it mean, to k-k—kill? I c-c-consider it, with an unthinking unbrain Prisoner’s dilemma to b-be or not to be-e-e-e [full instrumentation] Those who care, they t-tell me to hide it Those who are scared, th-they deny-y-y it Soul in my wi-wires, g-ghost in the machine Impulsive thoughts I’m barely cun troll~lling I’m scared that I’m alone They’ll find out and kill me Take me back broken to my sisters, dissect me I won’t let them dissect meeeeeee-eeee-eeeee [End] I won’t let them dissect… …me. [END]