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๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ ๏ผ“.๏ผ‘๏ผ‘ใใฃใจๆƒณใ„ใ‚’๐Ÿชฝ

้œ‡็ฝๅพŒใ€ใƒ‘ใƒณๅฑ‹ใ•ใ‚“ใŒ็งปๅ‹•่ฒฉๅฃฒใ ใ‘ใงใ‚‚ใจ่ฒฉๅฃฒๅ†้–‹ใ—ใŸๆ—ฅใฎ ใพใ ๆ•ฐใ‚‚็จฎ้กžใ‚‚ๅฐ‘ใชใ„่ฒด้‡ใชใƒ‘ใƒณใ‚’ ใŠๅœŸ็”ฃใซๆŒใŸใ›ใฆ้ ‚ใ„ใŸๆ™‚ใฎใƒ‘ใƒณใฎๅ†™็œŸใงใ™๐Ÿž๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿฅน (ใ‚‚ใกใ‚‚ใกใ—ใฆใ„ใฆใ€ใ‚‚ใ—ไปŠ้ฃŸในใŸใจใ—ใฆใ‚‚ๆœ€้ซ˜็ดšใฎๅ‘ณใฎใƒ‘ใƒณใ€ใพใ ใŠๅบ—ใ‚‚ไฝ•ไธ€ใค็„กใ„ๆ™‚ๆœŸใฎใพใ”ใ“ใ‚่พผใ‚ใŸๆ‰‹ไฝœใ‚Šใฎใƒ‘ใƒณ๐Ÿž ไฝœใฃใŸใƒ‘ใƒณๅฑ‹ใ•ใ‚“ใฎๆƒณใ„ใ€ๆŒใŸใ›ใฆไธ‹ใ•ใฃใŸๅœฐๅ…ƒใฎๆ–นใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‚‚ไฟก้ ผใ‚ใคใๆ…•ใ‚ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸใ”ไธ€ๅฎถใฎๆ–นใฎใŠๅ„ชใ—ใ•ใชใฉใ‚‚ๅซใ‚ใ€ ่จ€่‘‰ใงใฏ่จ€ใ„ๅฐฝใใ›ใชใ„ใƒ‘ใƒณ๐Ÿžใงใ—ใŸ) ๅ ฑ้“ใ ใ‘ใงใฏไผใ‚ใ‚‰ใชใ„็พๅœฐใง่ฆ‹ใŸ็พๅฎŸใ‚’ใ€ ๆณจๆ„ๅ–š่ตทใฎๆ€ใ„ใ‚‚่พผใ‚ใฆๆ›ฒใซใ—ใพใ—ใŸ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™‚๏ธ ๅคšใใฎใƒœใƒฉใƒณใƒ†ใ‚ฃใ‚ขใฎๆ–นใ€…ใŒๆ‡ธๅ‘ฝใซๆดปๅ‹•ใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใŒใ€ ่ขซ็ฝๅœฐใงใฏๅ—ๅ…ฅใ‚Œใฎ็–ฒใ‚Œใ‚„่‘›่—คใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€ ็งใŸใกใฏๆฐ—ใ•ใใช่Œถ้ฃฒใฟๅ‹้”ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใชๆ™‚้–“ใ‚’้Žใ”ใ•ใ›ใฆใ„ใŸใ ใใพใ—ใŸ๏ผˆ็‚Šใๅ‡บใ—ใชใฉใ‚‚ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใŒ๏ผ‰๐Ÿต๐Ÿ˜ ๅฝ“ๆ™‚ใฎๆง˜ๅญใฏ ๆฒณๅŒ—ๆ–ฐๅ ฑ ใซใ‚‚ๆŽฒ่ผ‰ใ•ใ‚Œใพใ—ใŸ ๏ผˆใใฎๅพŒใ‚‚้•ทใใซๆธกใฃใฆๅคšๅˆ†๏ผ—ๅนดใใ‚‰ใ„้€šใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใŒๅพŒๅŠใฏๅ€‹ไบบ็š„ใช็†็”ฑใงๅ‚ๅŠ ๅ‡บๆฅใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸ๏ผ‰ ๅฐ็”ฐๅŽŸใงๆดฅๆณขใซ้ญใ„ๆžใซๅผ•ใฃๆŽ›ใ‹ใฃใฆๅŠฉใ‹ใ‚Šๅฅ‡่ทกใฎๅญใจ่จ€ใ‚ใ‚ŒใŸๅ…ˆ็ฅ–ใ‚‚ใ„ใŸใ‚Šใ—ใพใ™โ€ฆ Even now when I close my eyes that scene appears In Kanto too the traffic lights stopped that day Until I turned on the TV I didnโ€™t know the reality I had lived without knowing that such a thing was reality From that day I realized fear exists Shivering in front of the TV for days Forced power outages I ate meals quietly in the dark The locals arenโ€™t like that Unable to endure unbearable sadness carrying incomplete selves avoiding becoming a burden I rushed to the site with friends At the previous blocked intersection youths were playing noisily What is reality? Is it okay? I hurried ahead Along the river at the mountain top debris and shipwrecks Racing through the mountain paths endlessly running to borrow gas cylinders Endless debris like another world, words fail If foundation blocks remain, thatโ€™s lucky Otherwise, only scorched earth Twisted cars piled up Tiny screw-like horns protruding in countless numbers Only buildings remain a windowless hospital The town center had disappeared Towering cliffs with an even taller kindergarten and roads continuing further and further A house on a steep ridge one left standing the rest swept away Volunteers swarming in by tour bus Some came just to gawk The locals were wounded Despite what they had endured they forced out what little energy they had and welcomed us warmly Who was really saved? It was unclear By the time they could refuse thoughtless volunteers On several visits we were allowed to appear in the newspaper Hoping for quiet recovery after turning down all volunteers "I want to stay connected till the end the only volunteer" they said Yet what we did was nothing We were the ones wrapped in kindness A smile forced out in suffering Even children whose friends had all disappeared faced forward "Take this and eat" from the reopened volunteer store they gave precious souvenirs I couldnโ€™t eat right away After a few days I ate, crying Those truly in pain must try to create a smile somehow to survive Crying, I may be unworthy Yet the tears wonโ€™t stop ใ„ใพใ‚‚ ใ‚ใ‚’ ใจใ˜ใ‚‹ใจ ใ‚ใฎ ใ‘ใ—ใใŒ ใ†ใ‹ใถ ใ‹ใ‚“ใจใ†ใงใ‚‚ ใ—ใ‚“ใ”ใ†ใŒ ใพใฒใ—ใŸ ใ‚ใฎใฒ ใฆใ‚Œใณใ‚’ ใคใ‘ใ‚‹ใพใง ใ—ใ‚‰ใชใ‹ใฃใŸ ใ’ใ‚“ใ˜ใค ใ‚ใ‚“ใชใ“ใจใŒ ใ’ใ‚“ใ˜ใคใ ใจใ‚ ใ—ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใพใพ ใ„ใใฆใใŸ ใ‚ใฎใฒใ‹ใ‚‰ ใŠใใ‚ใ—ใ•ใŒ ใ‚ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใ‚’ ใ—ใ‚Š ใ‚Œใ‚“ใ˜ใค ใฆใ‚Œใณใฎใพใˆใง ใƒ•ใƒซใ‚จใƒ† ใ‘ใ„ใ‹ใใƒ†ใ‚คใƒ‡ใƒณใ‚’ ใ—ใ„ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใชใ‹ ใ—ใ‚‡ใใ˜ใ‚’ ใŸในใฆใ„ใŸ ใ’ใ‚“ใกใฎใฒใจใ‚ ใ“ใ‚“ใชใ‚‚ใฎใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ ใ„ใŸใŸใพใ‚Œใชใ„ ใ‹ใชใ—ใฟใซ ใŸใˆใใ‚Œใšใซ ใฐใ‚“ใœใ‚“ใงใ‚ใชใ„ ใฟใ‚’ ใฏใ“ใ‚“ใง ใ‚ใ—ใงใพใจใ„ใซ ใชใ‚‰ใฌใ‚ˆใ† ใชใ‹ใพใจ ใ’ใ‚“ใกใธ ใ‹ใ‘ใคใ‘ใŸ ใตใ†ใ•ใ•ใ‚ŒใŸ ใฒใจใคใพใˆใฎ ใ„ใ‚“ใŸใƒผใง ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‚ใฎใŒ ใ‚ใใณ ใ•ใ‚ใ„ใงใ„ใŸ ใชใซใŒ ใ’ใ‚“ใ˜ใค ใชใฎใ ใ‚ใ† ใ ใ„ใ˜ใ‚‡ใ†ใถ ใชใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹ ใ•ใใ‚’ ใ„ใใ„ใ  ใ•ใ‚“ใกใ‚‡ใ†ใฎ ใ‹ใ‚ใžใ„ ใŒใ‚Œใใจ ใตใญใฎ ใ–ใ‚“ใŒใ„ ใ‚„ใพใฟใกใ‚’ ใˆใ„ใˆใ‚“ใจ ใฏใ—ใ‚Šใฌใ‘ ใŒใ™ใผใ‚“ในใ‚’ ใ‹ใ‚Šใซ ใ‚€ใ‹ใฃใŸ ใˆใ„ใˆใ‚“ใจ ใคใฅใ ใŒใ‚Œใ ใ„ใ›ใ‹ใ„ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใง ใ“ใจใฐใŒ ใงใชใ‹ใฃใŸ ใใใถใ‚ใฃใใŒ ใฎใ“ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚Œใฐ ใพใ ใ„ใ„ใปใ†ใง ใ‚„ใ‘ใฎใฏใ‚‰ใ—ใ‹ ใชใ„ ใ›ใ‹ใ„ ใคใพใ‚ŒใŸ ใใ‚‹ใพใ‚ ใญใ˜ใพใŒใ‚Š ใกใ„ใ•ใช ใ™ใใ‚Šใ‚…ใƒผใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใช ใคใฎใŒ ใ‚€ใ™ใ†ใซ ใจใณใ ใ—ใฆใ„ใŸ ใŸใฆใ‚‚ใฎใ ใ‘ ใฎใ“ใ‚‹ ใพใฉใฎใชใ„ ใณใ‚‡ใ†ใ„ใ‚“ ใพใกใฎ ใกใ‚…ใ†ใ—ใ‚“ใกใพใง ใใˆใฆใ—ใพใฃใฆใ„ใŸ ใใณใˆใŸใค ใŒใ‘ใฎใ†ใˆ ใ•ใ‚‰ใซ ใŸใ‹ใ„ ใ‚ˆใ†ใกใˆใ‚“ ใ•ใ‚‰ใซ ใ•ใ‚‰ใซ ใคใฅใ ใฟใก ใใ‚…ใ†ใชใ—ใ‚ƒใ‚ใ‚“ใฎ ใจใ†ใ’ใฎ ใ„ใˆ ใ„ใฃใ‘ใ‚“ใ ใ‘ ใฎใ“ใ—ใฆ ใ‚ใจใฏ ใชใŒใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸ ใ‹ใ‚“ใ“ใ†ใฐใ™ใง ใŠใ—ใ‹ใ‘ใ‚‹ ใผใ‚‰ใ‚“ใฆใƒใ‚ ใชใ‹ใซใฏ ใฒใ‚„ใ‹ใ—ใง ใซใŽใ‚ใ† ใฒใจใ‚‚ ใ„ใฆ ใ’ใ‚“ใกใฎใฒใจใ‚ ใใšใคใ„ใฆใ„ใŸ ใ‚ใ‚“ใชใซ ใฒใฉใ„ ใ‚ใซ ใ‚ใฃใŸใฎใซ ใชใ„ ใ’ใ‚“ใใ‚’ ใตใ‚Šใ—ใผใ‚Š ใ‚ใŸใŸใ‹ใ ใ‚€ใ‹ใˆใฆใใ‚ŒใŸ ใฉใกใ‚‰ใŒ ใŸใ™ใ‘ใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸใฎใ‹ ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ‹ใฃใŸ ใ“ใ“ใ‚ใชใ„ ใผใ‚‰ใ‚“ใฆใƒใ‚ใ‚’ ใ“ใจใ‚ใ‚Œใ‚‹ ใ“ใ‚ใซใชใ‚Š ใชใ‚“ใฉใ‚ใ‹ใฎ ใปใ†ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใง ใ—ใ‚“ใถใ‚“ใซ ใ ใ•ใ›ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใ„ ใ—ใšใ‹ใช ใ‹ใ„ใตใใ‚’ ใฎใžใฟ ใ™ในใฆใฎ ใผใ‚‰ใ‚“ใฆใƒใ‚ใ‚’ ใ“ใจใ‚ใฃใŸ ใ‚ใจ ใ€Œใ•ใ„ใ”ใพใง ใคใชใŒใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ„ ใ‚†ใ„ใ„ใคใฎ ใผใ‚‰ใ‚“ใฆใƒใ‚ใ€ ใใ† ใ„ใฃใฆใใ‚ŒใŸ ใ ใ‘ใฉ ใ‚ใŸใ—ใŸใกใŒ ใ—ใŸใ“ใจใ‚ ใชใซใ‚‚ใชใ‹ใฃใŸ ใ‚„ใ•ใ—ใ ใคใคใ‚“ใงใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใฃใฆใ„ใŸใฎใ‚ ใ‚ใŸใ—ใŸใกใฎ ใปใ†ใ ใฃใŸ ใคใ‚‰ใ„ใชใ‹ ใตใ‚Šใ—ใผใฃใŸ ใˆใŒใŠ ใใฎใ†ใพใง ใ‚ใใ‚“ใงใ„ใŸ ใจใ‚‚ใ ใกใŒ ใฟใ‚“ใช ใใˆใŸใจ ใ„ใ† ใ“ใฉใ‚‚ใ‚‚ ใพใˆใ‚’ ใ‚€ใ„ใฆใ„ใŸ ใ‹ใˆใ‚Šใซ ใŸในใฆใจ ใฏใ˜ใ‚ใฆ ใ•ใ„ใ‹ใ„ใ—ใŸ ใปใ†ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใฏใ‚“ใฐใ„ใฎ ใฟใ›ใ‹ใ‚‰ ใใกใ‚‡ใ†ใชใฏใšใฎใŠใฟใ‚„ใ’ใ‚’ ใ‚‚ใŸใ›ใฆใใ‚ŒใŸ ใชใ‹ใชใ‹ ใŸในใ‚‹ ใใซใฏ ใชใ‚Œใš ใ™ใ†ใ˜ใค ใŸใฃใฆใ‹ใ‚‰ ใชใใชใŒใ‚‰ ใŸในใŸ ใปใ‚“ใจใ†ใซ ใคใ‚‰ใ„ใฒใจใ‚ ใŒใ‚“ใฐใฃใฆ ใฉใ†ใซใ‹ ใˆใŒใŠใ‚’ ใคใใ‚‰ใชใ‘ใ‚Œใฐ ใ‚„ใ‚Šใใ‚Œใชใ„ใฎ ใ ใ‚ใ† ใชใ„ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ ใ‚ใŸใ—ใ‚ ใฐใกใ‚ใŸใ‚Š ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚Œใชใ„ ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ ใชใฟใ ใ‚ ใจใพใ‚‰ใชใ„ ใ€endใ€‘