
๐๏ธ ๏ผ.๏ผ๏ผใใฃใจๆณใใ๐ชฝ
้็ฝๅพใใใณๅฑใใใ็งปๅ่ฒฉๅฃฒใ ใใงใใจ่ฒฉๅฃฒๅ้ใใๆฅใฎ ใพใ ๆฐใ็จฎ้กใๅฐใชใ่ฒด้ใชใใณใ ใๅ็ฃใซๆใใใฆ้ ใใๆใฎใใณใฎๅ็ใงใ๐๐น๐ฅน (ใใกใใกใใฆใใฆใใใไป้ฃในใใจใใฆใๆ้ซ็ดใฎๅณใฎใใณใใพใ ใๅบใไฝไธใค็กใๆๆใฎใพใใใ่พผใใๆไฝใใฎใใณ๐ ไฝใฃใใใณๅฑใใใฎๆณใใๆใใใฆไธใใฃใๅฐๅ ใฎๆนใใใไฟก้ ผใใคใๆ ใใใฆใใใไธๅฎถใฎๆนใฎใๅชใใใชใฉใๅซใใ ่จ่ใงใฏ่จใๅฐฝใใใชใใใณ๐ใงใใ) ๅ ฑ้ใ ใใงใฏไผใใใชใ็พๅฐใง่ฆใ็พๅฎใใ ๆณจๆๅ่ตทใฎๆใใ่พผใใฆๆฒใซใใพใใ๐โโ๏ธ ๅคใใฎใใฉใณใใฃใขใฎๆนใ ใๆธๅฝใซๆดปๅใใใฆใใพใใใใ ่ขซ็ฝๅฐใงใฏๅๅ ฅใใฎ็ฒใใ่่คใใใใพใใใ ็งใใกใฏๆฐใใใช่ถ้ฃฒใฟๅ้ใฎใใใชๆ้ใ้ใใใใฆใใใ ใใพใใ๏ผ็ใๅบใใชใฉใใใพใใใ๏ผ๐ต๐ ๅฝๆใฎๆงๅญใฏ ๆฒณๅๆฐๅ ฑ ใซใๆฒ่ผใใใพใใ ๏ผใใฎๅพใ้ทใใซๆธกใฃใฆๅคๅ๏ผๅนดใใใ้ใฃใฆใใพใใใๅพๅใฏๅไบบ็ใช็็ฑใงๅๅ ๅบๆฅใพใใใงใใ๏ผ ๅฐ็ฐๅใงๆดฅๆณขใซ้ญใๆใซๅผใฃๆใใฃใฆๅฉใใๅฅ่ทกใฎๅญใจ่จใใใๅ ็ฅใใใใใใพใโฆ Even now when I close my eyes that scene appears In Kanto too the traffic lights stopped that day Until I turned on the TV I didnโt know the reality I had lived without knowing that such a thing was reality From that day I realized fear exists Shivering in front of the TV for days Forced power outages I ate meals quietly in the dark The locals arenโt like that Unable to endure unbearable sadness carrying incomplete selves avoiding becoming a burden I rushed to the site with friends At the previous blocked intersection youths were playing noisily What is reality? Is it okay? I hurried ahead Along the river at the mountain top debris and shipwrecks Racing through the mountain paths endlessly running to borrow gas cylinders Endless debris like another world, words fail If foundation blocks remain, thatโs lucky Otherwise, only scorched earth Twisted cars piled up Tiny screw-like horns protruding in countless numbers Only buildings remain a windowless hospital The town center had disappeared Towering cliffs with an even taller kindergarten and roads continuing further and further A house on a steep ridge one left standing the rest swept away Volunteers swarming in by tour bus Some came just to gawk The locals were wounded Despite what they had endured they forced out what little energy they had and welcomed us warmly Who was really saved? It was unclear By the time they could refuse thoughtless volunteers On several visits we were allowed to appear in the newspaper Hoping for quiet recovery after turning down all volunteers "I want to stay connected till the end the only volunteer" they said Yet what we did was nothing We were the ones wrapped in kindness A smile forced out in suffering Even children whose friends had all disappeared faced forward "Take this and eat" from the reopened volunteer store they gave precious souvenirs I couldnโt eat right away After a few days I ate, crying Those truly in pain must try to create a smile somehow to survive Crying, I may be unworthy Yet the tears wonโt stop ใใพใ ใใ ใจใใใจ ใใฎ ใใใใ ใใใถ ใใใจใใงใ ใใใใใ ใพใฒใใ ใใฎใฒ ใฆใใณใ ใคใใใพใง ใใใชใใฃใ ใใใใค ใใใชใใจใ ใใใใคใ ใจใ ใใใชใใพใพ ใใใฆใใ ใใฎใฒใใ ใใใใใใ ใใใใจใ ใใ ใใใใค ใฆใใณใฎใพใใง ใใซใจใ ใใใใใใคใใณใ ใใใใใใชใ ใใใใใ ใในใฆใใ ใใใกใฎใฒใจใ ใใใชใใฎใใใชใ ใใใใพใใชใ ใใชใใฟใซ ใใใใใใซ ใฐใใใใงใใชใ ใฟใ ใฏใใใง ใใใงใพใจใใซ ใชใใฌใใ ใชใใพใจ ใใใกใธ ใใใคใใ ใตใใใใใ ใฒใจใคใพใใฎ ใใใใผใง ใใใใฎใ ใใใณ ใใใใงใใ ใชใซใ ใใใใค ใชใฎใ ใใ ใ ใใใใใถ ใชใฎใ ใใใ ใใใ ใใใใ ใใใกใใใฎ ใใใใ ใใใใจ ใตใญใฎ ใใใใ ใใพใฟใกใ ใใใใใจ ใฏใใใฌใ ใใใผใในใ ใใใซ ใใใฃใ ใใใใใจ ใคใฅใ ใใใ ใใใใใฎใใใง ใใจใฐใ ใงใชใใฃใ ใใใถใใฃใใ ใฎใใฃใฆใใใฐ ใพใ ใใใปใใง ใใใฎใฏใใใ ใชใ ใใใ ใคใพใใ ใใใพใ ใญใใพใใ ใกใใใช ใใใใ ใผใฎใใใช ใคใฎใ ใใใใซ ใจใณใ ใใฆใใ ใใฆใใฎใ ใ ใฎใใ ใพใฉใฎใชใ ใณใใใใ ใพใกใฎ ใกใ ใใใใกใพใง ใใใฆใใพใฃใฆใใ ใใณใใใค ใใใฎใใ ใใใซ ใใใ ใใใกใใ ใใใซ ใใใซ ใคใฅใ ใฟใก ใใ ใใชใใใใใฎ ใจใใใฎ ใใ ใใฃใใใ ใ ใฎใใใฆ ใใจใฏ ใชใใใใฆใใ ใใใใใฐใใง ใใใใใ ใผใใใฆใใ ใชใใซใฏ ใฒใใใใง ใซใใใ ใฒใจใ ใใฆ ใใใกใฎใฒใจใ ใใใคใใฆใใ ใใใชใซ ใฒใฉใ ใใซ ใใฃใใฎใซ ใชใ ใใใใ ใตใใใผใ ใใใใใ ใใใใฆใใใ ใฉใกใใ ใใใใใใใฎใ ใใใใชใใฃใ ใใใใชใ ใผใใใฆใใใ ใใจใใใ ใใใซใชใ ใชใใฉใใใฎ ใปใใใใง ใใใถใใซ ใ ใใใฆใใใ ใใใใช ใใใตใใ ใฎใใฟ ใในใฆใฎ ใผใใใฆใใใ ใใจใใฃใ ใใจ ใใใใใพใง ใคใชใใฃใฆใใใ ใใใใคใฎ ใผใใใฆใใใ ใใ ใใฃใฆใใใ ใ ใใฉ ใใใใใกใ ใใใใจใ ใชใซใใชใใฃใ ใใใใ ใคใคใใงใใใฃใฆใใใฎใ ใใใใใกใฎ ใปใใ ใฃใ ใคใใใชใ ใตใใใผใฃใ ใใใ ใใฎใใพใง ใใใใงใใ ใจใใ ใกใ ใฟใใช ใใใใจ ใใ ใใฉใใ ใพใใ ใใใฆใใ ใใใใซ ใในใฆใจ ใฏใใใฆ ใใใใใใ ใปใใใใฏใใฐใใฎ ใฟใใใ ใใกใใใชใฏใใฎใใฟใใใ ใใใใฆใใใ ใชใใชใ ใในใ ใใซใฏ ใชใใ ใใใใค ใใฃใฆใใ ใชใใชใใ ใในใ ใปใใจใใซ ใคใใใฒใจใ ใใใฐใฃใฆ ใฉใใซใ ใใใใ ใคใใใชใใใฐ ใใใใใชใใฎ ใ ใใ ใชใใฆใใ ใใใใ ใฐใกใใใ ใใใใใชใ ใใใงใ ใชใฟใ ใ ใจใพใใชใ ใendใ

