(Always Be) Your Baby Boy

oooooooh ooh ah oooooooh ooh ah [Instrumental Intro] [bridge] Please forgive me, for these words, that I must say, but I have to ask you kindly, try not to think about me today, because every time that you do, I always have a dream of you, and I have to find a way, where I don't wake up wanting to break every face I see today,[verse] Finding the only person I adore, Lying cold and dead upon the floor, all my strength just drained away, on what is now, my worst day, I don't ever want to wake up again, but I know I'm not that lucky a man,[verse] so please forgive me, please forgive me[chorus] ooooo ooo oh ah On Easter Sunday you ascended, and now my poor little heart is rendered, and I still don't know what to do, now that I have to live without you. I'm still Shackled to this Mortal coil, cursed to walk the earth and toil,[verse] and even know I can hear your voice, telling me I should Rejoice I can't seem to shake all this dread, and there's no damn way to clear my head,[verse] and no matter how hard I try I keep on asking the thin air why? why couldn't God wait a little longer at least until I was a little stronger,[verse] so please forgive me, please forgive me[chorus] woah oh woah ah I used to think that I was tough then God came along and called my bluff, because death is something that I don't fear, unless it's for someone I hold dear, and even though I'm trying my best, I can't seem to get any rest, and it's been such a really, long while, since I've seen, my own damn smile,[verse] and the big thing that I don't know, if I'm ever going to let you go, but on that fateful day and hour, you left this Earth with your full power, you are such a huge success, and I know that I, will be much less,[verse] so please forgive me, please forgive me,[chorus] oh oh oh woah oh oh ah [instrumental][tempo change] [guitar solo][bridge] And even though I'm still alive, I seem to have lost all my drive, I'm a shadow of my former self I've even given up on my own damn Health, now every day is meaningless my life's become a big hot mess, somehow I have to find my joy, so I can once again be your baby boy,[verse] and the one thing that I hate the most, is now I'm living like a ghost, I never leave the house I haunt, and I know that I will always want, to go back to that painful day, and have just one more chance to say, I love Ma, right to the end, and get one last hug from my best friend,[verse] I want you to know that it's not forever, just until I get a little better, so let's cry one last time together, and try not to think of each other, And to you God I must pray, that you will bring me a day, where I don't have to chase my precious memory away,[verse] so please forgive me, Mama, please forgive me[chorus] [outro] ohhh ooh ooh ah, oooh ooh oh ahh, I will go and find my joy,.. and I will always be your.. baby.. boy [Instrumental] [outro] ooh ooh oh ah, always be, your baby boy, wooah woah, oh ah, your, baby, boy ooh oh ah oh ah woah [piano]