Life's Not Fair (The Crooked Coin Toss Song)

[Verse 1] I color-code my chaos Write lists on every wall Therapist says I'm "interesting" I say I wanna brawl They call it overthinking I call it staying alive You say "just chill out Babe" I'm trying not to collide [Chorus] Life's not fair It's rigged and laughing Crooked coin toss Always landing wrong side You say "grow up " I say I'm trying But the ground keeps sliding Sliding under my pride Life's not fair And I'm still here though Teeth on edge But I won't disappear Yeah I'm wired weird And I'm wide awake If the game is broken I’ll break the mirror [Verse 2] I flinch when someone whispers I freeze when people shout You call it being fragile I call it figuring it out You race in straight clean lines I zigzag Trip Then run You brag about your balance I’m dancing Coming undone [Chorus] Life's not fair It's rigged and laughing Crooked coin toss Always landing wrong side You say "grow up " I say I'm trying But the ground keeps sliding Sliding under my pride Life's not fair And I'm still here though Teeth on edge But I won't disappear Yeah I'm wired weird And I'm wide awake If the game is broken I’ll break the mirror [Bridge] Stop telling me "it’s all in your head" (hey!) It is That’s where the monsters live I turned my panic into armor plates Turned every scar into a secret gift [Chorus] Life's not fair It's rigged and laughing Crooked coin toss Always landing wrong side You say "grow up " I say I'm trying But the ground keeps sliding Sliding under my pride Life's not fair But I'm still here though Shaking hands But I won't disappear Yeah I'm wired weird And I'm wide awake If the world won’t fit me I’ll remake it here