[Verse] Ten years bleeding Tinsel choking Static in my head Phone glow midnight “it’s over” while my birthday cake goes dead Two Christmas Eve massacres Same script Same ice-breath hell You hang up Coward king I swallow glass so you feel well [Verse 2] You say I never love enough Never enough Never enough I twist my spine to fit your mold Still you call my softness rough You steal my sleep My jobs My veins Call it “just a rough patch Babe” You burn my bridge to family Then ask why I live in flames [Prechorus] You whisper “you’re too much” till I disappear You whisper “you’re not enough” then you drag me near [Chorus] Merry Christmas Go fuck yourself Bow-wrapped lies piled high on your shelf Two calls Two years Same holiday knife I rip your ghost like wrapping from my life Merry Christmas Go fuck yourself [Verse 3] My birthday wish You know Was just for you to finally stay You turned the candles into cigarettes and coughed my hope away Ten winters of “you’re crazy ” ten summers of “it’s all in your head” You paint my heart as villain Then script yourself as half-dead [Bridge] You cost me paychecks Cost me spine Cost me the home I had You smiled while my mother cried Said “she’s just dramatic She’s just sad” You carved your doubt into my brain Called it love Called it prayer But I see your throne is cardboard now I see there’s nothing there
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