[Intro] [Distant Piano / Low Strings / Whispered Vocal] Congratulations... 又有誰，替我決定了人生？ 白色的花，黑色的夢 一枚戒指，鎖住了什麼？ I don't remember what I wanted anymore... [Verse 1] [Soft Piano / Fragile Female Vocal] 曾經喜歡的歌，已經很久沒唱 曾經想去的遠方，也漸漸失去形狀 我把每個「沒關係」說得如此自然 卻忘了從哪一天，連悲傷都變得平淡 You call it love, you call it home 直到鏡子裡的我，開始不認得自己 [Pre-Chorus] [Rising Strings / Heartbeat Percussion] Tell me, is this what forever means? 把自由折進一張泛黃的紙 把心跳藏進得體的言語 如果愛是不能逃離的牢籠—— Who am I supposed to be? [Chorus] [Explosive Dark Rock / Powerful Vocal] I don't wanna die inside your paradise 在你的天堂裡，慢慢失去我的名字 失去喜好的感覺，比孤獨更加殘忍 You want my heart, you want my life 如果愛必須讓我消失，那我寧願一個人醒來 I choose myself before I lose myself again [Verse 2] [Dark Bass / Rhythmic Spoken Vocal] 白色婚紗，像一場安靜的審判 所有祝福，都在催促我交出答案 「妳會幸福的。」卻沒有人問我還剩多少個我 I played the good girl, smiled through the funeral of my life 我不是沒有夢，只是夢太久沒被允許發生 我不是不懂愛，我只是也想被自己認真地愛一次 [Pre-Chorus 2] [Building Strings / Distorted Whisper] When did my silence become your answer? When did my fear become your shelter? 我把反抗吞下去 把每一次退讓，稱作成熟的證明 But there's a voice beneath my skin Still asking me— 「妳真的甘心嗎？」 [Chorus 2] [Heavy Drums / Layered Vocals] I don't wanna die inside your paradise 在你的天堂裡，我卻找不到自己的名字 連夢都不再敲門，連心都不敢質問 You want forever, but I just wanna feel alive 如果愛的代價是失去自己，我寧願讓這一切結束 I choose myself before I disappear again [Bridge] [Music Drops / Piano / Intimate Vocal] 也許我早已忘記 什麼事情，能讓我真正開心 也許那些沉默的夜裡 我早就不再期待黎明 I don't need another promise I don't need another crown 不需要誰來拯救我 不需要誰替我命名 我只想在這片廢墟裡 找到一個還能呼吸的自己 Even if I'm broken Even if I'm empty 至少這一次—— Let my life belong to me. [Chorus] [Full Cinematic Rock / Emotional Belting] I won't disappear inside your paradise 我要帶著所有裂痕，重新找回我的名字 Even if I've forgotten what I love, I'll learn again You want forever, but I was never born to be your sacrifice 如果餘生只能選一個人相信——那個人必須是我 I choose myself, before I forget who I am [Outro] [Fading Piano / Distant Whisper] Congratulations... 願你找到你的永遠。 而我—— 要去找回 那個還會喜歡世界的自己。 I don't know where she is... But I'm still looking.
