Chapter 1/2 My Dad was a strict but reasonable. I blamed it on my step mom why I had to protect my sisters from his cruelty to those girls, I confess I tried to poison her with miracle grow in her blue kool laid but she caught me and I got the shit beat out of me. But when i first noticed My Dad Change for the worse was when he worked for Gutter Supply in Carlyle Illinois as a over the road truck driver. I remember hearing the story how he ran into McDonald's in Greenville Illinois telling the clerks and customers that the FBI was following him and he lost his Job. I didn't know what to believe, But when I actually seen it for myself Me, My Sister, My 2 step sisters, My step Mom, and My Dad were driving to the New Douglas Christmas tree farm he kept looking behind him and whispering to my step mom but I couldn't hear the conversation because KSHE 95 was playing on the Radio. But when we got there we all got out and walked in the Barn to get Hot Coco, while I was helping my sisters i began to over hear what my Dad was saying to the owner and the customers while my step mom was trying to calm him down as quietly as possible so her daughter's would hear she gave me a look knowing that I was fully aware, So I took my sisters out to pick a tree and to cut it down, having them help me and just keep talking to them so they wouldn't worry about what was going on in the barn and why our Parents weren't there helping. We drug it to the car and finally our Parents came out to help us tie on top the Monte Carlo and drove off to head home. I noticed how he couldn't stop talking about that he knew the FBI was watching him. I got thoughts in my head to try and steal a Purse to get money to run away with my sisters because my step mom wasn't gonna leave him for thinking it was just a mental illness. But when I took it I just ran across the street and stopped and hid behind a tree. The lady came out screaming looking all around thinking WE just ran off, I stepped out and gave it back to her but she called the cops and I was arrested and put on probation and had to write a letter to apologize to the lady. Back at home I was still noticing my dad and step mom dealing with my dads problem. It was getting worse they started arguing all the time. I had to do something so I did what I had to do to piss my step mom off enough where she could put the Blame on me on to why she packed up everything and her 3 daughters in her Gran Prix. Looked at me and said "This is All Your Fault" I replied back and told her "I Know" She looked at me with a look of release and Drove off. After that it sorta calmed down for me. Knowing my dad blamed me as well he didn't talk to me about the FBI agents watching him. I found release in Marijuana. But being on probation i began failing piss test, then I decided to steal the Mayor’s neices car and was gonna go to Washington but I ended up turning around for some odd reason ended up jumping the train tracks and flipping the SunBird 6 or 7 times got out and ran all the way back home. I didn't get put in juvenile hall. I did end up getting pushed around and choked a little bit by the Girls Dad that was a prison guard. I ended up getting getting kicked out of high school and had to spend my days at the Probation office Monday through Friday eventually failing more piss test they put me in rehab for 8 months in Carbondale Illinois at Gateway. Iv always had a problem with authority so that was why i was there longer than most. But I eventually got let out unsuccessful because my probation was up. When I got back to my Dads It was a damn drug house full of drug addicts. One that was always around was a Meth Cook. I decided to hang out with him and learn that career. Now some might read this and see that there's a place where they fit in the picture feel free to Put Your Thoughts Here Doug. But remember Im A King of Manipulation tactics. I had Long Sits in a Car with a Cop Named Frank. To Be Continued...
