
Bleeding on the inside
[Intro] [Heavy, low-tuned Rhodes piano chords] [A deep, rhythmic heartbeat sub-bass thumps slowly] [Vocal ad-libs: "Yeah... look who's back. Right on schedule. Like clockwork. You just love to ruin my peace, don't you?"] [Verse 1] [Low, exhausted, breathy vocal register] Right on schedule, knocking at my door Leaving me doubled over, broken on the floor You come out of nowhere, completely ruin my night Got me sweating through the sheets until the morning light Taking my energy, draining out my headspace Got me trapped inside my mind in a dark place A recurring nightmare that I can't outrun It feels like a battle that can never be won. [Pre-Chorus] [Hi-hats start to stutter fast, building an anxious tension] It’s a monthly reminder of the tax on my frame A systemic parasite playing with my brain They can't even see the war going on underneath Just out here smiling, biting down on my teeth. [Chorus] [Heavy 808 bass slams in, aggressive trap beat, high emotional belt] 'Cause I’m bleeding on the inside, screaming in the dark You show up out of nowhere just to leave a toxic mark I wrap the pain up in designer and pride But I am dying from the torment inside Yeah, I’m bleeding on the inside, fading into gray And there is nothing I can do to make you go away (Make you go away...) [Verse 2] [Beat drops back to just a thick sub-bass, vocal style gets sharper, frustrated] No warning signs, you're an absolute wreck Forcing me to put my whole life on a check The mood swings hitting like a physical blow An emotional rollercoaster running the show Got me craving comfort but I’m filled with rage Feeling like a prisoner locked up in a cage You take what you want and you leave me depleted Another endless loop that keeps getting repeated. [Pre-Chorus] [Layered backing vocals and harmonized runs building up] It’s a monthly reminder of the tax on my frame A systemic parasite playing with my brain They can't even see the war going on underneath Just out here smiling, biting down on my teeth. [Chorus] [Full trap soul groove, maximum vocal passion and pain] 'Cause I’m bleeding on the inside, screaming in the dark You show up out of nowhere just to leave a toxic mark I dress the wounds up in designer and pride But I am dying from the torment inside Yeah, I’m bleeding on the inside, fading into gray And there is nothing I can do to make you go away. [Bridge] [Beat stops entirely, just a tense, ambient synth pad and the heavy heartbeat sound] [Vocal delivery gets intensely raw, low, and aggressive] Why does it hurt like this? Every single time. An uninvited guest crossing the line. [Hi-hats explode back in fast and triplet-heavy] I can't even breathe. [Powerful vocal belt, full reverb] Just let this shit end! [Instrumental Break] [Pitched-down, crying vocal samples chopping through a heavy, rolling 808 bass and sharp snare snaps] [Chorus] [Climax, full band power, layered harmonies, maximum physical/emotional delivery] 'Cause I’m bleeding on the inside, screaming in the dark You show up out of nowhere just to leave a toxic mark I dress the wounds up in designer and pride But I am dying from the torment inside Yeah, I’m bleeding on the inside, fading into gray And there is nothing I can do to make you go away! [Outro] [Beat fades out completely, leaving just the slow heartbeat audio] [Melancholic R&B vocal runs fading into echoes] Bleeding on the inside. Right on schedule. Every single month. Yeah... I'm over you. [Heartbeat stops on a final thud, then total silence]

