[PART 6 – “Beautiful Disaster” CONTINUATION] (Intro) Yeah… I been fighting shadows in my own reflection Tryna find peace but I feel the tension Every step forward feel like two back But I’m still here, I don’t lose track (Verse 1) Late nights, staring at the ceiling fan spinning Thinking ‘bout losses and the times I wasn’t winning Heart full of scars but I never show it Smile on my face but inside I know it I been through storms that don’t make no noise Silent pain turn a man to a boy Tryna grow up but the past keep calling Every time I rise, I feel myself falling Trust been broken, pieces on the floor I tried to love but it don’t feel pure no more People switch up when the money look nice Or when the dark turns into the bright lights (Hook) I’m a beautiful disaster, I wear it well Walking through heaven but I been through hell Every tear I drop got a story to tell I survive myself, yeah I know that well I’m a beautiful disaster, don’t fix me now I learned to breathe even when I’m down If I fall again, I’ll still stand proud Loud in the pain but I move in the crowd (Verse 2) Used to chase love like it owed me something Now I chase peace, I don’t need fronting Fake smiles fade when the truth comes out And I learned what silence really about I lost some friends, I lost some time Lost a piece of me tryna make them mine But I found strength in the broken parts Turned my pain into a work of art Every setback was a setup Every tear made the man I am up Now I walk with a different pace No more running from the empty space (Bridge) If you see me, don’t mistake the calm I been through war with my own damn mind Still I rise when the night gets long Turn my pain into a survival song (Verse 3) Now I see clearer, though the past still lingers Every memory leaves cold fingers But I don’t fold, I don’t break down easy Even when life don’t treat me decent I been low, I been high, I been everywhere in between Still I hold onto the vision I seen Not perfect, but I’m trying to be A better version of what I used to be (Outro Hook) I’m a beautiful disaster, that’s my truth Every scar got proof I made it through And if I fall again, I’ll still come through Beautiful disaster… that’s what I do
