I left home with my suitcase full of pride, I didn’t need anyone by my side. Mama stood in the doorway, trying not to cry, Dad too stubborn to even say goodbye. Leaving made me stronger, distance made me free, A quiet heartbreak you carried for me. Then she gave me seasons, every sunrise, every storm, Loving me in her unconditional norm Holding on through the chaos, through the nights I roamed As she carried the burden of making our home I made a mockery of her love every single day Letting it all so carelessly slip away. I know I disappeared, I know I let you down, Left you holding all the pieces scattered around. But I’m no longer a ghost just playing a part. If you can find it in your heart, I’m here now. I’m here now. And then there’s the one I swore I’d never fail, Not the same old story, but a different tale. I missed so many opportunities to watch you grow, So many lost moments, so many years in a row You lived without me through all those tears I'd give my very soul to get back those years I know I disappeared, I know I let you down, Left you holding all the pieces scattered around. But I’m no longer a ghost just playing a part. If you can find it in your heart, I’m here now. I’m here now. I can’t rewrite the pages or undo what's lost, But I can stand in the open, and pay the cost. Ask forgiveness for all that I lacked I’m not asking for the past back just a chance to show you how I’m here now. I’m here now. I know I disappeared, I know I let you down, Left you holding all the pieces scattered around. But I’m no longer a ghost just playing a part. If you can find it in your heart, I’m here now. I’m here now. I’m here now. I’m here now. I’m here now.
