[Intro] (soft static, distant vocals, heartbeat bass) I gave you everything And somehow that still wasn’t enough You took my friends My trust My fucking sanity… [Verse 1] You said forever with your fingers crossed Now I’m counting everything this love has cost You disappeared like I was never real Cold eyes, cheap lies, tell me how I’m supposed to heal Everybody picked your side so fast Guess loyalty’s a trend that never lasts I watched my whole life cave into the floor Now I don’t recognize myself anymore [Pre-Chorus] I keep replaying every word you said Like a movie glitching in my head You lit the match and watched me choke Now all that’s left is smoke [Chorus] I’ll survive out of spite Scream your name into the night You tried to break me down alive But I’m too angry now to die Fuck the world Fuck your lies Fuck the tears I cried at night You took my heart But not my life I’ll survive out of spite [Verse 2] I was drowning while you played pretend You called yourself my lover and my friend Meanwhile you were halfway out the door Guess I was just convenient nothing more Now my phone’s a graveyard full of names Everybody leaves but me to take the blame I’m sick of begging people just to stay Maybe solitude’s the safer way [Rap Section] I gave blood for people who gave excuses Carried dead friendships like bruises Now I got trust issues stacked like scars Every “I love you” sounds rehearsed and dark You made me feel disposable Replaceable Forgettable But look at me now Still breathing somehow [Breakdown] (screamed) YOU DON’T GET TO DESTROY ME AND WALK AWAY CLEAN I WAS THERE WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU FOR ME? [Final Chorus] I’ll survive out of spite Turn my pain into a fight Built a kingdom from the nights You left me crying out of sight Fuck the world I’ll be fine Even if I heal alone this time You burned my heart But not my drive I’ll survive out of spite [Outro] (soft, exhausted) Maybe being alone Is better than being betrayed… Maybe I don’t need them Maybe I just need me
