*Dear Diary* I come to you when I'm depressed, When I feel trapped in a cage. You're the first one I run to, Carrying my hope rattled rage. Writing the pain in you everyday, Documenting each memory! Dear diary! Writing how much I need to escape, Get up, skip off, outta this haze, Too many things know my name... (I need to run away!) Dear Diary, Thrown outta homes offering false safety, Before exchanging me, Shaming, blaming, (For every single, little thing!) Never gonna again, fall into a fake family! Dear Diary... dear diary... Is there something wrong with me? Real life is too busy, Too many pissed people rushing, I don't need to spill my secrets, Least to these busy, messy, people! Writing truths no one will ever wanna read, You'll keep speaking, even when I'm buried... Dear Diary, Fighting how much I need a break, Sit back, kick up, relax, Toke some weed and push the world away! (But that shit stays in place...) Dear Diary, Manipulating faces smile, With fake sincerities... Unstably labeling imaginative things... About me... Dear diary... dear diary... I'm being dragged along, Did I do something wrong? The hell in my head, Spills out of every sentence, Bleeding through my pen, Instead of holding it in... I'm documenting every experience, Unrelenting questions, Serious decisions, My fractured heartbeat, in every sentence... Dear diary... dear diary... Why is my life still a mess? And you, my secrets I keep, Spilling old wounds mixed in, Internal philosophy... (Dear diary... Dear diary...)
