𝐈𝐤𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐢 (生き甲斐) 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 "𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠" 𝐨𝐫 "𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠." 𝐈𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐤𝐢 (𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 "𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞" 𝐨𝐫 "𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞") 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐠𝐚𝐢 (𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 "𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡," "𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐞," 𝐨𝐫 "𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐭") 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠. ----------------------------- [Instrumental Intro] [Verse 1] 眠れない夜の隅で Watching old lights flicking through the blinds I leave the typewriter and run Outside in my nightgown 洗濯紐のブランケットを Holding onto feelings I should’ve buried years ago Do you know where failures like I should go? Holding onto feelings I should not know Does will something change if I move along? [Verse 2] I keep searching For something warm enough to stay And I still don’t know What it means to live this way I am pulling myself together Don’t want to go on a trip I have painted the living room white and taken out most of my things. The room has never been so empty Banging thunder and suddenly falling rain [Chorus] Holding onto feelings I should’ve buried years ago Do you know where failures like I should go? 失敗した僕みたいな人は どこへ行けばいいの？ Holding onto feelings I should not know 「大丈夫」さえも もう信じられないの Every little memory moves slow 君の声がまだ消えないの And I still don’t know How to let you go And I still don’t know, How to even fucking let you go [Instrumental] [Bridge] Maybe someday I’ll forget all of this And see what happens If you stay here just a little longer On a place you should not be I don’t need perfect days Or some grand reason to exist Because this moment with you Feels enough for me [Instrumental] [Final Chorus] Holding onto feelings I should’ve buried years ago Do you know where failures like I should go? 失敗した僕みたいな人は どこへ行けばいいの？ Holding onto feelings I should not know 「大丈夫」さえも もう信じられないの Every little memory moves slow 君の声がまだ消えないの And I still don’t know How to let you go And I still don’t know, How to even fucking let you go [Outro]
