It's who I am.... It's what I have become.. .... Look at the moment.... All it came undone.... Every piece shattering in front of you... Nothing was going to be the same.... What did you expect... You would change into...... That this would be different? ..... What illusion did you buy into? .... Huh?? ..... been inside the entire time.... Built on the doubts,fears,regrets,and hatred.... From a life of being let down,and abandoned..... You always were one.... Just didn't believe in it.... You are An Asshole... Asshole.... A beautiful neglected Asshole... ..... ...... ..... It won't change a goddamn thing.... You'll try not to gaslight the room..... Blame everyone else..... For turning into this.... Pretty ugly fucking mess.... You always were..... .... Stop lying to yourself.... .... Huh?? ..... been inside the entire time.... Built on the doubts,fears,regrets,and hatred.... From a life of being let down,and abandoned..... You always were one.... Just didn't believe in it.... You are An Asshole... Asshole.... A beautiful neglected Asshole... .... You will be fine.... You will be brilliant.... You'll learn to accept.... This was always you..... Huh?? ..... been inside the entire time.... Built on the doubts,fears,regrets,and hatred.... From a life of being let down,and abandoned..... You always were one.... Just didn't believe in it.... You are An Asshole... Asshole.... A beautiful neglected Asshole...
