“I feel like dyin’…"

[INTR] “I feel like dyin’…" yeah… "I feel like dyin’…” Up… up… Up, up and away... "I feel like dying" [VERSE 1 |] I can’t feel my face, I been lost in my space Savage in my blood, ("I feel like...") whole life never been safe Mind too strong, yet my heart too fragile Love turn panic when the drugs twist my denial Whiskey bottles keep callin’, say it know my name Say, “One more night, you can numb that pain” Sip real slow, watch the room start bending Tryna find myself, keep losin’ where I'm ending (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) I go numb, then the fear come back "I feel like dying" Tryna outrun demons, they adapt Hope in a cup, future in a bubble Wings too heavy, soul still in trouble Every high fake, every crash real "I feel like..." I Smile for the world, don’t say how I feel Heart on mute, brain off track I get up just to fall right back [HOOK | ] (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) I feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’… Floatin’ in the quiet… Fallin’ with no pilot… [VERSE 2 | ] Mind drift up, body slows down, my feet not grounded Tryna leave hell, but I’m still surrounded Demons hit my line like it’s unlimited family plan I answer every time, now they permanent marked land Cloud nine gone by the mornin’ light Every high rented, and never owned in life Gravity upset when I try to rise Pulls me back down every time I try (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) Medicine drug swimmin’ where my heart should be Memories leak when the drinks come free Some nights I’m a ghost of who I was Some nights I feel too much, some nights none I don’t talk about my pain, I'm antisocial Keep it in silence, call it survival or call it loco Tryna climb out my own headspace But the hole got deeper and deeper, no escape [HOOK ] (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) Floatin’ in the quiet… Fallin’ with no pilot… [VERSE 3 | MELODIC ] Yeah… lately… (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) The highs don’t lift me high no more The lows kick harder than they did before I’m scared inside, but I play the hero Gotta keep my mask and cape on, keepin’ my image under control (feel like dyin’… I feel like dyin’…) Still I’m drinkin’… Still I’m smokin’… Floatin’ in the silence, demons keep callin’… Tryna rise up, but the weight keep drownin’… Pray I see the light before the mornin’ call in… [Hook – hypnotic, half-sung / half-whispered] Down to my last roll, down to my last light Ash on the dashboard, glow in the midnight Down to my last roll, down to my last flame If I spark this memory, it still won’t say your name Down to my last roll, down to my last breath Clouds in the mirror, talkin’ to my self Down to my last roll, down to my last drag If peace come with smoke, I’ll take what I have [Verse 1 – folk indie mellow Jamaican calm, beach-drift cadence] Why you hit my line late, askin’ what I’m feelin’? Questions like the tide, always come repeatin’ I was rollin’ through the hurt just to find some silence Green in the paper got my mind real quiet You were gone way before the door ever closed I been learnin’ how to love without losin’ control Rather sit alone with the stars and the smoke Than be tied to a heart that don’t know what it wants Now I’m barefoot on the concrete, city still hummin’ Circle stay tight, only real ones comin’ Sunrise in my eyes, but I ain’t been sleepin’ Life still hits hard, but the herb got me breathin’ [Pre-Hook – ] Nah… pass the lighter… ...*[Humble breathe]... Down to my last roll, down to my last light Ash on the dashboard, glow in the midnight Down to my last roll, down to my last flame If I spark this memory, it still won’t say your name Down to my last roll, down to my last breath Clouds in the mirror, talkin’ to my self Down to my last roll, down to my last drag If peace come with smoke, I’ll take what I have [Verse 2 – Hippie + Sabotage edge, darker tone] Phone face down, I don’t need no noise Everybody talk, but they miss the point I been on my own wave, driftin’ out wide Head full of dreams, lungs full of sky They copy the style, but they don’t know pain I been burnin’ slow just to stay sane From bus rides stressed to the stage lights flash Still roll the same when the night comes back If the money disappeared, would you still stay? If the smoke cleared up, would you look my way? I don’t chase love, I let it pass by Only thing loyal been this peace of mind [Bridge – psychedelic breakdown] Inhale… Exhale… Let it go… Let it fade… Heartbeat slow in a lavender haze Every regret just driftin’ away [Hook – stripped, then rebuild] Down to my last roll, down to my last light Even when it’s gone, I’ll be alright Down to my last roll, down to my last flame Some things burn clean, some stay the same Down to my last roll, down to my last breath I ain’t scared now, I’ve been here before Down to my last roll, down to my last drag Still standin’ tall with the life I chose