The God Who I've Forsaken [Pt 1] (Psalm 38)

For my sorrow is always before me. I am ready to halt, & go not out nor in. For I will declare mine iniquity, I will be sorry for my multitude of sin. [Bridge] My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me. My lovers and friends stay away from my sores and my cough, [Pre-Chorus] They seek my death, they seek my life as with wings, They also set snares to entrap me: Seeking my hurt speaking “ mischievous things!!! , All the day long they imagine deceits. [Chorus] O Lord, forsaken! O God, be not far from me! O Lord my only salvation, Make haste, make haste and help me!! [Chorus] O Lord, Do not leave me forsaken! O God, be not far from me! O God, be not far from me! O Lord my only salvation, Make haste, make haste and help me!! Help me… [Chorus] O Lord, Do not leave me forsaken! O God, Be not far from me! O Lord, my only salvation! Make Haste, make haste and help, ...Me! [Solo] [Verse] Lord, send not thy wrath, even little in measure. Your arrows fly true and will stick me. Chase in me not with your hot displeasure. Unsound is my flesh when your anger is come; Unsound is my flesh when your anger is come; My iniquities are gathered & tower over my head: My weary bones can’t rest because of sins I have done. Weighed down, my chains are heavy as lead. [Solo] [Verse] My wounds are rank and putrid from my foolishness. My loins are filled with loathsome disease. Heavy is my way. I am troubled with no soundness in my flesh. I am troubled with no soundness in my flesh. I’m bent over in pain & I mourn all the day. [Verse] I am feeble & sore. Broken are my parts: Lord, all my desire is laid bare to see; Inside I roar, so disquiet is my heart. And my groaning is not hid from thee. [Bridge] My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me. My lovers and friends stay away from my sores and my cough, And my kinsmen stand at a distance, far off.