Warzone Thoughts

[Verse 1] Yeah, I’m talkin’ ’bout that do-or-die, that night Talkin’ ’bout them warzone thoughts that don’t go quiet at night Got all these cars, but when it’s dark, who really down to ride You fucked my friend, then looked me dead and swore it was a lie Fed me fairytales, fake details, venom dressed up nice and bright So I wrote this song so you could hear what you done wrecked inside Swear to God, a couple nights I almost checked up out this life I was one more broken moment from just letting go that night Had a talk with God, He said, “This road gon’ cut you with a knife” I said, “If I stay, then tell me why she get to sleep alright?” Remember how you used to say nobody else was by your side How you loved me, put none above me, said our bond was built for life Now it’s funny, every promise that you gave me came half-dead Every “forever” turned to vapor, every warm word turned to threat You gave me something to believe in, then you filled my lungs with lead Broke me into shards, then watched me crawl around inside my head [Chorus] Lie to my face, then you lace me like that Break my heart down, then embrace me like that Smile so sweet while you snake me like that You the reason I got trust all cracked Talk real low, but you cut real deep Smile in the day, leave me up no sleep You the drug, you the flood, you the feast Still got your hands and your fangs on me [Verse 2] Now it’s fuckin’ with my head, I can’t think straight, can’t think clear Every woman that I meet, I see your shadow standing there Saw you textin’ with that dude, you told me, “Baby, don’t be weird” Then I caught you in the car and still I stayed like a fool right there Let it slide, took you back, tried to patch it, tried repair Then you spun the block and did the same shit like I wasn’t there What the fuck, bitch? I gave my all, you gave me rot, despair Now every breath feel like a debt and every thought feel like a snare There’s a kid that no one knows about, but me and you both know And me and you both know damn well whose blood is in that soul That means I’m part of you forever, that’s the part that cut the most You broke my heart in two, then stabbed my back and watched me bleed out slow How you think this shit gon’ end with all this pressure on my brain Depression, all this internet attention, all this fake-ass fame They expect me to be grateful while I’m drowning in this pain All that money ain’t worth shit if there ain’t love inside the frame [Chorus] Lie to my face, then you lace me like that Break my heart down, then embrace me like that Smile so sweet while you snake me like that You the reason I got trust all cracked Talk real low, but you cut real deep Smile in the day, leave me up no sleep You the drug, you the flood, you the feast Still got your hands and your fangs on me [Verse 3] Do you know how it feels to be awake but wanna sink back in your dreams ’Cause reality be choking out your lungs and crushing all your breath Every morning feel like punishment, every night feel like repeat So the only peace you get is when your mind plays fake relief in sleep Do you know how it feels when who you love don’t love you back for real When they say the right shit with they lips, but never mean what they reveal Everything they sell you sound like heaven, then decay behind the seal And every time you ask for calm, they hand you chaos as the deal Bitch, I would’ve bled for you, I would’ve gone to war for real Fuck this music, I’d have walked away from every single deal Other niggas wanted in, but I still thought your mask was real You cheated twice, and now there’s not a scar on me that fully heals [Bridge] You were soft smoke, slow choke, low-lit in the night Warm skin, cold grin, whole soul full of ice Sweet mouth, sharp south, everything came with a price Gold glow, black hole, lookin’ heaven, feelin’ vice I was all in, fallin’, crawlin’ back every time You were all cap, all trap, all act, all disguise Now the truth hit, toothpick thin, but it still split my life ’Cause the girl that I loved never lived behind your eyes [Final Chorus] Lie to my face, then you lace me like that Break my heart down, then embrace me like that Smile so sweet while you snake me like that You the reason I got trust all cracked Talk real low, but you cut real deep Smile in the day, leave me up no sleep You the drug, you the flood, you the feast Still got your hands and your fangs on me Lie to my face, then you lace me like that Break my heart down, then embrace me like that Smile so sweet while you snake me like that Now every part of me snap right back Talk real low, but you cut real deep Now I pace all night, I don’t get no sleep You the curse, you the dirt, you the disease Still got your stain and your chains on me [Outro] Yeah, I saw the truth, and that truth cut deep Pretty little poison in designer bedsheets I gave you love, you gave me ghosts and receipts Now I keep your name where the dead things sleep