[intro] so I hear this rap game is easy all you have to tell the truth okay I will motherfucker [Opening] Let me start I guess I'll start when I was a kid and get everyone cry like a baby bitch and get some people feel my old pain so they can say they can Relate to my pain or understand my pain because they had somewhat the same experience [verse] well then let's start when I was five years old my dad was already out of my life after me and my older half brother was wrestling in the living room I crack my head open and my mind got all type of fuck up and hell I didn't even got stitches for it either I think there still blood on the floor in that house they used to stay at but mind you my piece of shit a father was already divorced with My mom then and now got with a whore that was giving that ass up through out the city in the 9 3 7 yeah she was one of kind of slut I don't blame her I hear my dead beat dad have a small dick [Hook] let's crack open back of my head and let see this wound bleed out with black blood and show you all why I am sick in my head with a twisted mind [chours hook] I don't believe that any kid Deserve this type of pain in their souls go through people calling you a retard or a dumbass and you won't be nothing but a failure and let everyone look down on you and your fucking dreams and then make you believe it to because they can't stand seeing doing something they can't do maybe that's why I can't love anyone the right way because I never had anyone show me the right way I was born to fail in this life FUCK! [verse 2] now you wonder what about my own mother she couldn't be worst right wrong motherfuckers she was no better i was always alone because she didn't gave a damn either will I can't really say that she try hell she try to be both a mother and a father in my life showing me things that didn't help because let face it when a your a male teenager with no male role models you start to act like what you see around you and believe I didn't have the best examples growing up I wish I read the Bible more instead looking into the wrong places to fill the void in my heart but hey that's what happens when you walk in the darkness where the love dies so I thought [Hook] let's crack open back of my head and let see this wound bleed out with black blood and show you all why I am sick in my head with a twisted mind [bridge] so yeah so far that my story well what is cut me the deepest I try to heal from that madness reliving that nightmare each night praying to God to get me out of that fucking cell so I can finally heal from that pain so I can make sure that my own daughter don't carry my Sin because I couldn't heal oh God please don't let her live this hell because of me please lord please [Hook] let's crack open back of my head and let see this wound bleed out with black blood and show you all why I am sick in my head with a twisted mind [chours hook] I don't believe that any kid Deserve this type of pain in their souls go through people calling you a retard or a dumbass and you won't be nothing but a failure and let everyone look down on you and your fucking dreams and then make you believe it to because they can't stand seeing doing something they can't do maybe that's why I can't love anyone the right way because I never had anyone show me the right way I was born to fail in this life FUCK! [Outro] let's crack open back of my head and let see this wound bleed out with black blood and show you all why I am sick in my head with a twisted mind I try to heal from that madness reliving that nightmare each night praying to God to get me out of that fucking cell so I can finally heal from that pain so I can make sure that my own daughter don't carry my Sin because I couldn't heal oh God please don't let her live this hell because of me please lord please
