It’s been years since I walked free Years of living in a world of pain Thousands of storms passing by Dumping their cold dark rain And I can’t begin to tell you How lost I became deep inside Protecting my soul from darkness That never pushed me to survive Time goes by so fast And in the end nothing can last Until you find the strength Until you face you deepest fears You can’t walk free of pain Never in a million years Never in a million years of rain All the times I fell captive Prisoner of my own divide Exposing my broken thoughts To the doubts I could not hide Ages of self destruction Days of anger felt by pain Couldn’t stop the darkness From destroying everything sane Time goes by so fast And in the end nothing can last Until you find the strength Until you face you deepest fears You can’t walk free of pain Never in a million years Never in a million years of rain All of my life Has been in vain If I don’t rise up And defeat the pain The pain of my frustration The pain of my broken truth What more is there anyway When I threw away the proof Never in a million years Never in a thousand lifetimes Can I let all these shadows Bend the truth this way I can’t let them win Never in a million years
