[Verse 1] suffering of my own making I drank through every day left nothing but a hollow shell and pain I can’t explain [Verse 2] I failed the ones who knew me the few who gave a damn never saw enough in myself to try and change the man [Chorus 1] so many bad choices I made in my decades finally catching up with me like debts that won’t be paid [Verse 3] I vanished into silence and wore a stranger’s name hid behind my vices too ashamed to feel the shame [Bridge] cardboard cups and chocolate wrappers anchors weighed ready to start anew finding the new gear [Chorus 2] so many bad choices I made in my decades but maybe there’s still time to rise above the weight [Outro] I don’t ask for forgiveness just room enough to stand if this is my last morning I'll still try with my own hands
