I see you shining in the spotlight, Every laugh you own feels like a knife. I’m drowning in the shadows of your daylight, Pretending I’m fine while I rot inside. Your victories echo in my hollow chest, Every step you take leaves me breathless. I wear a smile, but it’s paper thin, A feeling to hide when I’ll never win. I hate the way I measure myself against you, Every mirror shows me what I’ll never do. My spite is rising, it’s burning me alive, It eats my bones, it clouds my mind. I’m tearing down the walls I built to survive, Dark eyes, black heart — I’m losing the fight. Malice consumes everything with my envious eyes I replay your triumphs like a broken tape, Every scene reminds me I can’t escape. I break the glass between us, But the cracks just show how fragile I was. I wanted to be you, but I lost myself, Now I’m bleeding in silence, all alone. The more I crave, the less I breathe, This hunger devours everything in me. I hate the way I measure myself against you, Every mirror shows me what I’ll never do. My spite is rising, it’s burning me alive, It eats my bones, it clouds my mind. I’m tearing down the walls I built to survive, Dark eyes, black heart — I’m losing the fight. Malice consumes everything with my envious eyes I’m the architect of my collapse, Built a wall of ash, Every brick laid with jealousy, Now it’s caving in on me. Screams echo — I’ll never be enough! Screams echo — I’ll never be enough! Bitterness feeds the fire, and I’m the dust, I’m the ruin of everything I trust. My spite is rising, it’s burning me alive, It eats my bones, it clouds my mind. I’m tearing down the walls I built to survive, Dark eyes, black heart — I’m losing the fight. My envious eyes And when the resentment finally wins, There’s nothing left of me within. His light breaks through, it pulls me in. The chains I forged are shattered within, He saved me from this sin. I was drowning in shadows, lost in my sight, But You lifted me up, You gave me Your fight
