misdirected

[verse 1] i don’t know who to yell at so i’m quiet instead i rehearse conversations that never get said i keep it together like that’s a skill everyone’s clapping i’m grinding my teeth still [pre] they say breathe through it name the feeling i name it and nothing happens [chorus] i signed for the damage don’t remember the theft everyone says it’s no one’s fault that doesn’t make me calm that doesn’t make me less [verse 2] i’m not mad at you i checked i’m not mad at me that’s worse they call it progress i feel corrected like i moved wrong without knowing the rules first [bridge] if this is freedom why do i feel managed if this is healing why am i still clenched tell me who i’m allowed to blame i’ll do it clean i’ll do it quiet i’ll do it right [final chorus / outro] i signed for the damage don’t remember the theft say it’s no one’s fault say it’s nothing left i don’t know who to yell at so i’m quiet i’m quiet i’m—