Alarm goes off, I'm already awake Stare at the ceiling, I forget my own name Coffee goes cold on the kitchen counter Same gray hoodie, same gray hour Brush my teeth, watch the mirror move Somebody's there but it isn't proof I can't feel me I can't feel me Hands on the table, they don't belong to me I can't feel me I can't feel me Walk through the day like a key with no door Same train, same seat, same window seat Watch my reflection, it's a stranger to me Type out a "good morning," delete it, send it Voice on the phone, I don't know who lent it Lights buzz white in the hallway hum I nod, I smile, I go numb I can't feel me I can't feel me Hands on the table, they don't belong to me I can't feel me I can't feel me Walk through the day like a key with no door hello, hello is this thing on hello, hello nobody home Coffee's still cold Coffee's still cold I can't feel me I can't... feel... me
