[INTRO - Slow Classical Piano, Six-String Cello Harmonics, Distant Violin] [Prominent flute enters with a fragile descending melody] [Tenor saxophone slowly rises beneath the orchestra] [Soft toms and mechanical percussion begin building] [Seven-string guitar enters with a crushing syncopated djent riff] [WHISPERED INTRO] blurred lines of almost happenstances only interested until i showed you- what i looked like in the sunshine. [VERSE 1 - Breathy Alto Vocal, Piano, Flute and Clean Guitar] wont you have this dance with me? show me that im worth it in front of someone- ANYONE!! im sorry- did i embarrass you? did i laugh too loudly? does my smile not outshine my body? being all to self aware; wont you show me off? take my hand in front of someone- ANYONE!! im sorry- did i talk too much? did i take up too much space? did i make you feel STUPID!! did my tattoos not hide my waist enough? being all to self aware; [INSTRUMENTAL TURNAROUND - Distorted Six-String Cello and Flute] [Seven-string guitars answer with jagged mathcore accents] [PRE-CHORUS - Vocal Builds from Breathiness into Raspy Chest Voice] you dont get to want me in the dark- then fucking walk away. prayed at my bodies alter. yet here i beg you to stay. [CHORUS - Powerful Alto Belt, Doubled Lead Vocal, Stacked Harmonies] you dont get to act disgusted over a body you came to. fuck me? no- FUCK YOU!! you dont get to act offended. over lust coming to light. [GANG VOCALS] fuck me? no Fuck you!! [AD-LIB] [POST-CHORUS - Prominent Flute and Violin Unison] is it the way i smile with scars on my face? did your friends tell you im too ugly? why was i so pretty at 3am? [Flute performs a fast melodic variation over the main guitar riff] [Six-string cello drives the low end with bowed and distorted pulses] [VERSE 2 - Raspy Chest Voice, Tight Hi-Hat, Cello and Muted Guitar] wont you take me out in the sunlight? tell me about the green in my eyes? out your arms around me? oh- i forgot. no one knows we talk. no one knows im your first "good night" tell me how sad ive made you. when you keep fucking playing in my face [CALL AND RESPONSE] fuck me? no fuck you. [PRE-CHORUS 2 - Rising String Section and Building Snare] you dont get to want me in the dark- then fucking walk away. prayed at my bodies alter. yet here i beg you to stay. [CHORUS - Larger Drums, Violin Countermelody, Wider Vocal Layers] you dont get to act disgusted over a body you came to. fuck me? no- FUCK YOU!! you dont get to act offended. over lust coming to light. [GANG VOCALS] [AD-LIBS] [INSTRUMENTAL INTERLUDE - Dark Theatrical Jazz] [Piano shifts into crooked cabaret chords] [Tenor saxophone performs a smoky and unstable solo] [Prominent flute interrupts with sharp staccato flourishes] [Tambourine and toms create a militaristic dance rhythm] [Six-string cello walks beneath the section in place of upright bass] [Violin glissandos become increasingly dissonant] [AD-LIBBED BELT] I WAS GOOD ENOUGH [BREAKDOWN - Half-Time Djent, Six-String Cello Distortion, Gang Vocals] fuck me? NO FUCK YOU. fuck me? NO FUCK YOU. [Seven-string guitars perform an uneven stop-start riff] [Cello doubles the lowest guitar rhythm one octave beneath] [Kick drum follows the guitar pattern] [OUTRO - Piano, Flute, Violin and Clean Six-String Cello] was it the way i said your name? like coming home to me was cruel. you've shown me your real feelings- when the sunlight shines in. [Cello holds the final low note beneath the piano] [WHISPERED OUTRO] why do you love me? but only when youre lonely. [END ON A SINGLE PIANO NOTE]
