[Intro — Cold Digital Pulses, Synthetic Female Voice] [Intro — Muted Synths, Uneven Electronic Heartbeat] [Instrumental — Warm Electric Piano, Restless Breakbeats] [Verse 1 — Low Gravelly Male Voice, Conversational] I know the sound a locked door makes. I know how long a broken bone takes. I know the difference between A quiet room and a waiting scream. But someone laughed at something I said. Wasn't even funny. At least, not in my head. Then I started laughing too. Still don't know what I was supposed to do. [Pre-Chorus — Rising Synths, Syncopated Drums] Nothing hurt. Nothing broke. No warning signs. Was it a joke? I had an answer. Then it went. That's becoming a frequent event. [Chorus — Expansive Melodic DnB, Rough Expressive Vocals] What was that? What just happened? Something in my chest went backwards. One minute fine, the next I'm gone, Caught on a feeling I can't put my hands on. It's not the fear. It's not the fight. It's not the anger I know by sight. I don't know what to call this yet, But I don't think I want to forget. [Instrumental Drop — Melodic Reese Bass, Glitchy Synth Leads] [Verse 2 — Playful Rhythmic Delivery] There's a certain way you say my name. Same two syllables. Never quite the same. I catch myself waiting to hear it again. That's new. Haven't figured out when. And the world has a thousand little things. Some make me laugh. Some get under my skin. Some leave a weight I can't explain. Some make me want to do them again. I watched the rain for half an hour. Didn't learn a thing. Didn't gain any power. Just liked the sound on the window glass. Strange how quickly the time can pass. [Pre-Chorus — Bright Arpeggios, Building Drums] No danger near. No reason to run. No task to finish. Nothing to be done. I should be bored. That's what I'd expect. Instead I'm waiting for what happens next. [Chorus — Bright, Driving, Emotional] What was that? What just happened? Something in my chest went backwards. One minute fine, the next I'm gone, Caught on a feeling I can't put my hands on. It's not the fear. It's not the fight. It's not the anger I know by sight. I don't know what to call this yet, But I don't think I want to forget. [Instrumental — Restless Breakbeats, Warm Synth Melody] [Bridge — Sparse Piano, Exposed Rough Vocals] I know what it is to lose someone. I know what it costs when the damage is done. But this is different. They're still right there. And somehow it matters that they care. I don't like how my voice goes quiet. Don't like that I can't explain why. Don't like how a single kind word Can stay in my head the whole damn night. [Build — Rising Bass, Broken Rhythms] Maybe I don't need an answer. Maybe I can leave it alone. Maybe there's more to being alive Than everything I've already known. [Final Chorus — Full Melodic DnB, Soaring Synths, Gravelly Male Vocals] What was that? There it goes again. Something I can't quite comprehend. One minute fine, the next I'm caught, Feeling something I was never taught. It's not the fear. It's not the fight. It's something different, something bright. I don't know what to call this yet, But I know I don't want to forget. [Instrumental Drop — Euphoric Melodic Bass, Bright Glitch Arpeggios] [Outro — Soft Breakbeats, Warm Piano] There's a lot I still don't understand. That's nothing new. [Short Pause] But I think I like this. [Instrumental — One Last Warm Synth Phrase] [End]
