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I Don’t Hold It In Anymore (ft Raplover)

Say It Anyway I saw you in the meeting room Same chair, same look, different mood Ten years walking side by side Now we just pass and say hi We used to talk the whole way through Lunch and coffee, me and you Long drives out to see your mom Didn’t think it would go wrong You get loud, I don’t back down Two strong voices, same small town You cut people, I say things Neither one of us softens I don’t know how to bite my tongue If it’s wrong, I say it’s wrong If you show up how you show up I’m not built to dress it up I’m not trying to hurt you I just say what I see If I have to stay quiet It stops feeling like me You asked about my life today I told you everything, no delay Didn’t ask you how things went Some things don’t need to be said You’ve done this before, I know Cut people off, let them go I stay longer than I should Hoping truth might still be good I don’t know how to play it safe Smile nice and look away If you’re my friend, I’m gonna speak Even when it makes it break I’m not trying to hurt you I just say what I see If I have to stay quiet It stops feeling like me I don’t want a life like that Holding words, pulling back I need somewhere I can stand And just be who I am Maybe that’s why people leave Maybe it’s just part of me But I won’t learn to lie just to stay I’m gonna say it anyway [Raplover remix verses(male vocals)] Yeah... Listen... You told the story... Now watch me rearrange the perspective. Same memories... Different narrator. Let's go. You paint me the problem, then frame the whole plot with a polished distortion, Reporting emotions like facts in a courtroom, but leaving the portions. You mention the moments I spoke with aggression, but hide the progression, The pressure, the tension, the years of my effort you missed in reflection. You call it honesty, I call it a weapon when empathy's missing, A sentence can shatter a person while claiming it's simply precision. You label my silence as weakness, my distance as cruel intervention, But never examine the reasons that pushed me into that position. You say I don't listen, I'm stubborn, I'm stuck in my own little vision, But every opinion you deliver got wrapped in a personal mission. You say that you see me, but only the pieces that fit your decision, A portrait constructed from moments selected to match your description. You talk about truth like it's something that only belongs to the speaker, But truth has dimensions, perspectives, the closer you look it gets deeper. You wanted the villain, the victim, the ending, the perfect conclusion, But life isn't scripted with heroes and monsters assigned in the movement. So say it anyway, put my name in the center of every discussion, Build your argument up with a mountain of personal assumptions. I won't deny every mistake or pretend I was flawless in conflict, But I won't accept being reduced to a chapter you edited dishonest. You remember the damage, forget all the days that were brighter, Remember the flames but forget who was standing beside you as fighters. You say that I'm different, that something inside of me shifted, Maybe we both changed when the weight of the years got lifted. No winners, no trophies, no victory hidden inside of the ending, Just two human beings who forgot how to listen while both were defending. You spoke your reality, now I delivered my side of the picture, Not to destroy you... Just to make the whole story bigger. Yeah you said your story but I heard the static in the panic where the damage.Now I rise with a fire and desire to rewrite the ending with my own name. Yeah... You said it anyway. So I did too. uh... Raplover......