Wrote a letter to my future self And I thought of you Remember when I was alone When my mind was cruel It was you that saved me When I was in the deep end Never had a reason I just kept on breathing And I'm glad I did Now I get to live Look at all the things that I've accomplished It's been so much Still not enough It's not the end It's just the start As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends I've been healing on my own I don't need you anymore But I want you still Will you be there still? Do you want me still? I'm so glad I did Now I get to live Look at all the things that I've accomplished It's been so much Still not enough It's not the end It's just the start As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends I don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down Don't wanna let you down As the year ends