[Verse 1] I boarded up the windows, framed my portrait on the wall Now the person staring back at me don’t feel like me at all Every mirror in this place got tired of my face I covered every reflection, left no evidence no trace There's a darkness in this hall, it knows exactly where I hide Whispering, "You were never strong enough to make it out alive" And I listen like a prisoner learning to accept this fate All while the storm inside my chest keeps introducing me to pain [Pre-Chorus] And I swear I see myself within the glass before it breaks Just a glimpse behind the ruin, please let the light still touch my face Maybe pain is all I am, maybe the numb is all that stays Maybe I’m not finding myself, maybe I’m just slipping away [Chorus] I’m disintegrating slowly Piece by piece, I come undone Falling through the cracks I covered Becoming no one And some days I just can’t hold it back I feel myself disintegrate to the black Becoming no one Becoming no one, becoming no one [Verse 2] Left my heart behind a deadbolt, swore I'd never let it withdraw Yet it keeps scratching deeper like its trying to break the wall I keep pacing through this room like if I move, I might escape But instead I let the darkness consume what I can't replace There's a shadow in the hall, it sleeps beside me every night Telling me, "You were never meant to make it out alive" And I listen like a religion, let it settle in my chest Every breath feels like a burden, every thought another test [Pre-Chorus] And I swear I see myself within the glass before it breaks Just a glimpse behind the ruin, please let the light still touch my face Maybe pain is all I am, maybe the numb is all that stays Maybe I’m not finding myself, maybe I’m just slipping away [Chorus] I’m disintegrating slowly Piece by piece, I come undone Falling through the cracks I covered Becoming no one And some days I just can’t hold it back I feel myself disintegrate to the black Becoming no one Becoming no one, becoming no one [Verse 3] There's a room that still smells like me, although I never go Inside's a different me standing there like a ghost Looking like he still believes and I hate the way he looks at me Like a phantom reminding me I'm someone he should grieve That I boarded up inside myself and started to decay Whispering, "When did we start living this way?" Maybe if I wished enough, the ceiling would collapse And all the weight I've learned to carry would finally give me back [Bridge] I don't know how to tell him that I tried, I really did That somewhere between surviving, I really forgot how to exist What if this is all there is, a house full of empty rooms And I'm the version of me that's left and doomed I can hear my old self calling but the voice sounds further gone Yeah, the darkness keeps winning and I'm getting too tired to run I keep locking all the doors but I’m still not safe inside ’Cause the darkest thing I’ve ever known is watching myself die [Pre-Chorus] And I swear I see myself within the glass before it breaks Just a glimpse behind the ruin, please let the light still touch my face Maybe pain is all I am, maybe the numb is all that stays Maybe I’m not finding myself, maybe I’m just slipping away [Chorus] I’m disintegrating slowly Piece by piece, I come undone Falling through the cracks I covered Becoming no one And some days I just can’t hold it back I feel myself descend to the black Becoming no one Becoming no one, becoming no one
