Three AM decisions Typing out your name Knowing I should stop this But I text you anyway Got a list of reasons Why this wouldn’t work But none of them matter When you’re wearing that shirt I know this is stupid I know you’re a mess But my brain doesn’t listen When my body says yes And yes is just sitting Six inches away If I lean in this close Would you pull back or stay? I’m already; (already) Already halfway there Already; (already) Already gasping for air I’m already; (already) Already slipping the edge Already; (already) Already made a mess in the bed Mixed drinks, I’m undressing you In sync, feels like a break through. On the brink, we’re edging too. Your eyes pull me closer I'm biting your lip My nails down your back now Your hands grip my hips Your fingers trace lower My breath on your skin You say that you want me I’m letting you in I’m already; (already) Already halfway there Already; (already) Already gasping for air I’m already; (already) Already slipping the edge Already; (already) Already a mess in the bed Can’t think, my eyes are glued. Legs shake, I’m lost in you. Not too quick, not letting you. What if we quit pretending? What if we let it go too far? What if I told you everything I think when we’re apart? Would you run or would you chase me? Would you touch me like when I dream? Would you ruin me completely? Or leave me to scream? ‘Cause I’m already screaming Already on my knees Already begging for it Already saying please I’m already; (already) Already halfway there Already; (already) Already gasping for air I’m already; (already) Already slipping the edge Already; (already) Already a mess in the bed