[(Track 12 - Album Playlist 'THROUGH THE DAMAGE')] [Final accepted version will be released on YouTube] [YouTube: 'https://www.youtube.com/@animusqt'] [Profile: 'https://suno.com/@animusqt'] [Playlist: 'https://suno.com/playlist/22462ca7-e462-4f19-9da8-db1664033c1d'] ------------------------------------ [INTRO - drums already rolling, no calm build] [angry spoken whisper over double-kick] (angry spoken whisper) I still remember you. Every day. You left because I couldn't give you what you wanted. And I've been paying for that ever since. Not anymore. [VERSE 1 - rapid-fire, straight at you] You told me what you wanted. I gave you everything I had. It wasn't enough for you, so, you packed up and left. Now I wake up remembering you, the bed still smells like you, your name is in my head before my eyes even open. That's not love anymore. That's pain I never asked for. You rejected me and left me with a head that won't shut up. [PRE-CHORUS - climbing] Now what do I have left? Your memory. My scars. The pain of knowing you. That's it. That's all. So, I'm done. [CHORUS - full lift, no let-up] Scars of what remains — that's all you gave to me. Pain of remembering you, a memory that won't leave. Scars of what remains — I'm done bleeding over you. I couldn't give you what you wanted, so, fuck you — I'll live on! [VERSE 2 - heavier, unhinged] I kept your photos. I kept your letters. I kept everything we built together. Like losing them meant losing you. Like holding on meant something. You've been gone for months and I've been living with your things like you were coming back. You're not coming back. So today I put it all in a box and I burned every last piece of it. [PRE-CHORUS - variation, rising] Now what do I have left? Empty shelves. My scars. Me. Just me. And I'd rather be stuck with me than be waiting on you. [CHORUS - full lift, adrenaline surge] Scars of what remains — that's all you gave to me. Pain of remembering you, a memory that won't leave. Scars of what remains — I'm done bleeding over you. I couldn't give you what you wanted, so, fuck you — I'll live on! [BRIDGE - spoken rapid-fire, voice cracking into rage] I kept remembering because I thought that was loyal. I kept the pain because it was all I had left of you. But you don't get to be the first thing I think about. You don't get to be the reason I can't sleep. You don't get one more scar on me. [beat drops before the scream] I'D RATHER BE ALONE THAN KEEP REMEMBERING YOU! [FINAL CHORUS - maximum, screamed] Scars of what remains — that's all you gave to me. Pain of remembering you, a memory that won't leave. Scars of what remains — I'm done bleeding over you. I couldn't give you what you wanted, so, fuck you — I'll live on! (SCREAM: "I'LL LIVE ON!") [OUTRO - quiet, spoken] The photos are gone. The letters are gone. You're still in my head. But every day a little less. And I'm still here. That's what remains. Me.
