[Intro – intimate, fragile, close vocal] I thought I had it figured out... I thought if I knew enough, I'd be okay. [Verse 1 – soft, restrained] I thought if I asked the right questions I would finally understand, Find the reason, find the missing piece, And hold it in my hands. So I replay every conversation, Every silence, every word, Like the answer must be hiding Somewhere I haven't searched. One more detail, one more why, One more sleepless night, I keep telling myself I'm one answer from alright. [Pre-Chorus – building tension] Maybe, maybe, There's something I don't know, One more truth, One more piece, And I can finally let it go. But the more I search, The deeper I go... [Chorus – huge, emotional, memorable] I don't wanna lose control, I just wanna breathe again, I just wanna smile again, Take this weight off my heart again. I don't wanna lose control, No, no, don't let me go, If I could only find the answer, Maybe I could let it go. I wanna breathe, I wanna smile, I wanna feel like me again. I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna lose control. [Post-Chorus – catchy, rhythmic] Oh-oh... One more question. Oh-oh... One more why. If I know, I can breathe, If I know, I'll be alright. Oh-oh... I don't wanna lose control. [Verse 2 – more urgent] I'm digging so deep inside my head I forgot what I'm looking for, Turning memories inside out, Still coming back for more. What if I missed something? What if it was there all along? What if I stop one second Before I finally know what's wrong? So I keep going, Even when I know There might be nothing left to find. 'Cause somehow never knowing Scares me more than any truth I might find. [Pre-Chorus – stronger build] One more why, One more maybe, One more "what if" in my mind. My heart is racing, My thoughts are screaming, I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm— [Chorus – bigger] I don't wanna lose control, I just wanna breathe again, I just wanna smile again, Take this weight off my heart again. I don't wanna lose control, No, no, don't let me go, If I could only find the answer, Maybe I could let it go. I wanna breathe, I wanna smile, I wanna feel like me again. I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna lose control. [Post-Chorus] If I know, I can breathe, If I know, I can sleep, If I know, maybe I can make This heart stop hurting me. If I know, If I know, If I— [Bridge – stripped back, breathless, almost spoken] There has to be an answer. There has to be. Something I missed, Something you said, Something I changed inside my head. Wait... Give me a second. I'll figure it out. I always figure it out. I always... I... Don't I? [Break – near silence, vulnerable] What if there is no answer? What if I tear my mind apart And nothing takes this weight away? What if knowing everything Wouldn't change a thing? What if control Was only how I learned To be less afraid? [Build – heartbeat, vocal rising] No... If I know, I can breathe. If I know, I can smile. If I know, I can finally feel Like myself for a little while. If I know, I can breathe. If I know, I can breathe. IF I KNOW— [Final Chorus – explosive, desperate] I DON'T WANNA LOSE CONTROL, I JUST WANNA BREATHE AGAIN, I JUST WANNA SMILE AGAIN, TAKE THIS WEIGHT OFF MY HEART AGAIN. I DON'T WANNA LOSE CONTROL, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP, I KEEP SEARCHING FOR AN ANSWER LIKE IT'S ALL I'VE FUCKING GOT. I wanna breathe, I wanna smile, I wanna feel like me again. I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I DON'T WANNA LOSE CONTROL. [Final Post-Chorus – emotional hook] Breathe again, Smile again, Feel my heart get light again. Breathe again, Smile again... I don't wanna lose control. [Outro – whispered, exhausted] One more question... Then I'll stop. Just one more. Maybe this one has the answer.
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