
Euphobia.exe
[Intro] Why does a gentle smile hurt? Golden light, my hands tremble "...Joy?" I DON'T BELIEVE! [Drop 1] NO!! GET IT OUT!! Don't smile, it's a curse! BLOOD TEETH, SMILING HARD HAPPINESS, FLOWER KNIFE!! Stop it! I know it's a trap! DON'T YOU DARE, GIVE ME HOPE!! I KNOW THIS TRICK!! [Verse 1] I see the light, my breath stops The sunrise is betrayal, a lie "Joy" is a countdown Below, only screams Does the silence tremble? Is my chest hot? Joy... I can't remember... BODY FLINCHES!! [Breakdown 1] Too dazzling, tears Warmth, a lie Heartbeat, unbelievable Sky, unbelievable [Pre-Drop Build-Up] Three... laughed, shattered Two... one more time... no way One... this feeling... never again Drop it. [Drop 2] STOP LAUGHING!! YOUR JOY, MASK! A smile is the back of a blade EVERY LIGHT, TRAP!! HAPPINESS, POISON!! JOY, GUILLOTINE!!! FEELING TOO MUCH, SNAP!! [Bridge] Beautiful That's why it hurts Gentle hand Chokes my throat Something I don't have Why do I cry? Something I wanted Why is it a punishment? If this is joy… hurts more than pain? [Drop Break] SCREAM!! SMILE! SCREAM!! RIP IT OUT!! RIP IT OUT!! RIP IT OUT!! KILL LIGHT!! [Chorus] LAUGHED... FELT LIKE DYING!! TOUCHED JOY... WANTED TO SCREAM!! “HEALING”? SLOWER BLEEDING?! KILL WARMTH! KILL LIGHT! SAFER IN DARK!! JOY IS THE MONSTER UNDER MY BED JOY IS THE GUN BEHIND MY HEAD!! I DON’T WANT TO FEEL!!! [Bridge] …Joy? Kindness… I'll be killed Brightness… scary Darkness… was good I don't need anything anymore... disappear... [drop break] [Verse 2] Inside the smile, I couldn't breathe! Twisted tears , the taste of metal… Why does the light, burn like a sin!? "Relief" is just a hallucination, don't be fooled!! No!! The sparkle is, torture!! I don't want this kind of healing! Warmth is, like a stalker! Crying from comfort, why only me!? [Drop 3] Cut the light!! Kill the smile!! It's a curse, not healing!! With joy, blood flows!! Burning, in the depths of my eyes FEELING = INFECTION LIGHT = LIE HOPE = HUNT RUN FROM THE “GOOD”!!! Hey, is sparkling a bad thing? Can I believe in it just a little? Tears are candies, sweet and bitter Maybe... I just wanna smile for real, is that stupid? [SCREECHED VOCALS + Re-entry] NO!!! NO!!! NO!! NO!! NO!! I SAW THE LIE BEHIND YOUR SMILE!!! THAT VOICE, GLITCHED OUT!! TOO BRIGHT, I’M BLIND!! STOP THAT, TOO SOFT!! JOY IS A TRAP!!! DELETE THAT FEELING!!! "Ufufu♡" "It's okay, absolutely!" "Believe me!" [Bridge 2] Hey… back then… you smiled at me [beat silence] Why… were you so… kind…!! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? [Drop 4] JOY = NEEDLE UNDER NAIL HOPE? A LOADED GUN IN DISGUISE EUPHORIA? DEAD TO ME FEAR IS SAFER LOVE? BUG IN THE SYSTEM!!! I’M CORRUPTED DELETE ME!! DELETE ME!! DELETE- [Final Sequence] Kindness… broken… (Cannot reconstruct…) Was it ever real?

