(Verse 1) It’s 10:45PM and I’m feeling this weight again, Energy low and my heart feels the weight of sin, I look in the mirror with a face that’s thin, Questioning this prayer and where do I even begin. Room dim lit, shadows creep on the wall, Silence get loud when the night starts to fall, Every thought circlin’, I can’t make it stop, Tryna hold faith but I feel it might drop. (Pre-Chorus) Mind runnin’ wild but my body’s still, Tryna find peace but I lost that feel, Every breath heavy, every step slow, Searchin’ for a place where the light might glow. (Chorus) Mind out of juice, but still clung to you, Hoping that light shines brighter even through, This mess that I’m currently in, Just bring me back to the joy that’s left within. Yeah I’m stuck in this loop every night I fight, Tryna hold on ‘til the morning light, If You hear me now, just pull me through, ‘Cause I’m barely holdin’ onto You. (Verse 2) The stress that haunts me every single night, Feels like the demon’s bout to bite, The things I pray every single time, Just go answered, just spinning like a dime. Ceiling fan turnin’ like the thoughts in my head, Every word I said still hangin’ by a thread, Knees hit the floor but I don’t feel heard, Still I whisper every single word. (Pre-Chorus) Faith feel distant but I still reach out, Even through the fear and all the doubt, Tryna believe there’s a reason for this, Even when the darkness don’t miss. (Chorus) Mind out of juice, but still clung to you, Hoping that light shines brighter even through, This mess that I’m currently in, Just bring me back to the joy that’s left within. Yeah I’m stuck in this loop every night I fight, Tryna hold on ‘til the morning light, If You hear me now, just pull me through, ‘Cause I’m barely holdin’ onto You.
