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Where I'm At

V5.5

I hope you're out there somewhere truly seeking what you're looking for,/ Take One step before the next, take your time through those doors,/ The outcomes are endless, and the future is unwritten,/ But the more distance you travel, the more I am forgetting,/ Forgetting your smile, your laugh, and your voice,/ Your touch, your kiss, all have been lost to the void,/ The void of space between us, growing deeper over time,/ Your memories won't haunt me, as you move out of my mind,/ You packed your bags before you told me, you were ready for a change of pace,/ You had a trip planned out without me, But for me in your life there was no space,/ As the pieces started falling, you couldn't look at me the same,/ The puzzle couldn't stay together, without the strength of the frame,/ You went quiet, you went cold, and I tried holding it together,/ I was loud, I was warm, I was trying to be better,/ But your mind had been made up, and your flight already booked,/ So you flew away from me and back you haven't looked,/ I always loved you, with everything I had,/ But you judged me over things I did, while you packed those bags,/ Instead of using your talents to draw a picture of our life,/ You repainted who I was in the back of your mind,/ The story stayed the same, but you gave me anew role,/ I didn't fit in with the cast you hired, when you were alone,/ I was cut from the production, before given the chance,/ To show you I was real, babe, not just an act or a dance./ I danced around emotions, compromising who I was,/ In hopes that we could work, because it felt like real love,/ I didn't change, I adapted, but deep down I stayed the same,/ You however, feel so different, but I still don't place no blame,/ There is weigt that you carry, that is holding you down,/ Keeps you grounded, but not anchored, as you travel all around,/ Trying to find what you are missing, so that you become whole,/ I can fill that missing void, but only if you come home,/ I don't want to wait to long, because without you it feels so wrong,/ As I forget who you are, but I'm trying to hold on,/ But the memories are fading, and new ones can't take their place,/ Without you trying from your side, even at your own pace,/ We don't have to move at speed, we can take it nice and slow,/ Let the fire build up stronger, using what we both now know,/ We can learn from our mistakes, we can grow from what we had,/ When your ready to move forward, You know right where I'm at,/ You've always known right where I'm at./ When your ready to move forward, You know right where I'm at,/