© 2025 Crazynapz. All rights reserved. Explicit content. Any unauthorized use, copying, distribution, or performance of this track is strictly prohibited and punishable by law. [Hook] I been selfish, I admit it, I don’t share my pain too well You been patient, you been solid, but I keep you in my shell I get distant when I’m stressin’, I don’t mean to give you hell But I’m scared to let you love me, scared to let you break the spell [Verse 1 – Extended] I know you hate when I ghost, but I’m fightin’ my own war Tryna heal from my past, but it’s knockin’ at my door Mama told me love is rare, daddy showed me how to run So I built these walls high, now I’m scared to let you come You say I’m worth it, you say I’m chosen But I’m frozen, heart been broken I push you back when I need you closer That’s my flaw, I’m a rollercoaster I been numb since the summer I lost my cousin to the streets Now I flinch when you touch me, I don’t know how to feel peace I been loyal to the pain, I been married to the grind But you show me something different, now I’m scared to realign [Pre-Hook] You say you down for the ride, even when I crash Say you see through the pride, even when I lash I don’t know how to trust, but you never fold So I’m tryna hold on, even when I lose control [Hook Repeat] I been selfish, I admit it, I don’t share my pain too well You been patient, you been solid, but I keep you in my shell I get distant when I’m stressin’, I don’t mean to give you hell But I’m scared to let you love me, scared to let you break the spell [Verse 2 – Extended] Late nights, I replay your voice in my head You said “I love you” and I left it on read Not ‘cause I ain’t feel it, I just ain’t believe it I been lied to before, now I’m scared to need it But you different, you real, you don’t play pretend So I’m tryna be better, not lose you again I been stuck in survival, I don’t know how to rest I been chasing my goals, but neglecting what’s best You cook for me, pray for me, ride when I’m low Even when I’m cold, you don’t let go You remind me of peace, remind me of grace But I’m scared to be seen, scared to show face I got trauma in my veins, got pride in my chest But you love me through it all, even when I’m a mess [Bridge] If I fall, will you catch me? If I cry, will you match me? If I heal, will you stay? If I change, will you pray? I ain’t perfect, but I’m tryin’ I ain’t cold, I’m just survivin’ [Final Hook] I been selfish, I admit it, I don’t share my pain too well You been patient, you been solid, but I keep you in my shell I get distant when I’m stressin’, I don’t mean to give you hell But I’m scared to let you love me, scared to let you break the spell ---
