[Verse 1] Every day - I feel the weight of what is real I miss you so, - it leaves me weak to heal Every thought of you stays in my mind The Memories - I cannot leave behind I don’t think I ever knew the real you Not as I believed, not the truth I drew I held on to the version in my mind, Ignored the silence and the signs! [Pre-Chorus] I held on to hope, more than what was real Believed in something fragile - something I could feel [Chorus] No, I don’t miss you, not the real I miss the version I could feel The future - I dreamed up in my mind And I miss the bond I hoped to find No, I don’t miss you, not the heart you gave I miss the version I hoped to be safe One part of me I knew has disappeared and I miss who I am when you were here. [Verse 2] I told myself again, that you just need time Not everyone can show their depth in a single line Silence doesn’t mean it’s gone, distance won't break The hope I held inside, - the trust I tried to make I made excuses for your ways, I questioned mine I waited far too long, I crossed every line I stayed patient, held on, tried to be true Hoping someday you’d show the friendship I knew [Pre-Chorus] But you never really changed, you just hid no more And deep inside, I knew the truth I would ignore [Chorus] No, I don’t miss you, not the real I miss the version I could feel The future - I dreamed up in my mind I miss the bond I hoped to find No, I don’t miss you, not the heart you gave I miss the version I hoped to be safe One part of me I knew has disappeared and I miss who I am when you were hereeee. [Bridge] Now I see you never changed at all You just stopped hiding behind the wall A part of me burns with the fire From all the pain that won’t retire The part that wants to erase the past Because the present hurts too much to last Another part of me still hopes one day That you’ll come back to me and stay [Final - Chorus] No, I don’t miss you, not the real I miss the version I could feel The future - I dreamed up in my mind I miss the bond I hoped to find No, I don’t miss you, not the heart you gave I miss the version I hoped to be safe One part of me I knew has disappeared and I miss who I am when you were here.
