Nobody Knows

Nobody knows Nobody knows They know when I was last online They know the songs I play They know the places I have been And what I chose to say They know when I have read the words They know when I am late They know the face I put in front They do not know what waits I leave the light I close the door I keep one thing they cannot score Nobody knows where I go Nobody sees what I keep I leave one part of me alone Somewhere they cannot reach Nobody knows what I save Nobody knows what I lose They can have everything I show But they do not get to choose They ask me why I disappeared As if I went away I only stopped explaining things I never had to say They count the hours I do not speak They call it something wrong They do not know how good it feels To not be looked upon I leave the light I close the door I do not owe them any more Nobody knows where I go Nobody sees what I keep I leave one part of me alone Somewhere they cannot reach Nobody knows what I save Nobody knows what I lose They can have everything I show But they do not get to choose I am not hiding from the world I am not asking to be missed I only want a place in me That does not turn into a list No number tells me who I am No little mark can make it true There has to be a part of life That does not answer back to you Nobody knows where I go Nobody sees what I keep I found one part of me alone Somewhere they cannot reach Nobody knows what I save Nobody knows what I lose They can have everything I show But they do not get to choose