(spoken into) Every day, same cycle... three bars just to get through it. I don’t even know if I feel anymore. (intro) Pop one, pop two, pop three, It’s the only way I know how to be. Numb the pain, drown the fear, But now the world ain't so clear. [Verse 1] First Xanax bar, got me feelin' wavy, Numbin' out the thoughts, tryna keep it steady. Eyes half-closed, but my mind's full speed, It’s a twisted game, but it's what I need. Just to feel normal, just to keep calm, This anxiety hittin' like a ticking bomb. Pop the pill, let it do its thing, Now I’m floatin', barely feelin' a thing. [Chorus] First Xanax bar got me feeling wavy, Second bar got me feeling lazy. Third bar now the whole world's hazy, It all kicks in, and we've all gone crazy! Numb the pain, so I don't feel nothin', Three bars deep, and my heart's still frontin'. Every day I pop, just to stay okay, But deep down, I know it's slippin' away. [Verse 2] Second bar hits, now I’m slowin' down, All these thoughts start drownin', but I’m about to drown. Can't remember the last time I felt alive, Now I’m just surviving, barely feelin' the drive. Zoned out, spaced out, lost in the fog, World’s passin' by, I’m stuck in a blog. I’m here but I’m not, man, it’s hard to explain, But the bars keep me numb, they ease the pain. [Chorus] First Xanax bar got me feeling wavy, Second bar got me feeling lazy. Third bar now the whole world’s hazy, It all kicks in, and we've all gone crazy! Numb the pain, so I don't feel nothin', Three bars deep, and my heart's still frontin'. Every day I pop, just to stay okay, But deep down, I know it's slippin' away. [Verse 3] Third bar, now everything’s blurry, No control, life’s in a hurry. Mind’s shut down, but my heart still races, I look in the mirror but forget the faces. It all kicks in, like a storm in my mind, The world spins fast, and I fall behind. But I keep poppin’, it’s all I can do, Lost in this cycle, tryna make it through. (spoken) Man, three bars... and I still feel nothing. What’s even left of me? [Outro] Pop one, pop two, pop three, It’s the only way I know how to be. Every day, I’m numb inside, But at least the pain's gone for a little ride...
