[Mood: Wry, Detached, Quietly Devastated] [Energy: Low-Medium] [Instrument: Fingerpicked Acoustic Guitar, Brushed Drums] [Vocal: Close-Mic Confessional, Conversational, Dry Warmth] [Verse 1] I made a list of things I'd do today return some calls, decide on what to eat the news was on — somebody lost their country I turned it off and chose between two cheeses My body's doing something I don't recognize a small rebellion somewhere in my chest I voted for the getting off the sofa the sofa won I stayed and did my best [Pre-Chorus] [Instrument: Pedal Steel enters softly] [Vocal: Slightly more open, less sardonic] And somewhere in the quiet of another ordinary hour I thought — this is fine this is probably fine [Chorus] [Energy: Medium, Warm] [Instrument: Wurlitzer, Full Band enters] [Vocal: Earnest underneath the irony] I'm coping, hashtag coping doing all the things that people do I made some tea, I watched the world unraveling and thought about you just a little (just a little) [Verse 2] [Energy: Low, back to intimate] [Instrument: Acoustic guitar, brushed snare only] [Vocal: Conversational, almost talking] They said to go outside and touch some grass I went outside, the grass was wet and cold a man walked past and said have a good one I said you too, and meant it more or less The ground keeps shifting under ordinary things the coffee shop, the corner, the commute I thought about the park we talked about going to the bench, the light, the afternoon we'd lose [Pre-Chorus] [Instrument: Pedal Steel, soft electric guitar tremolo] And somewhere in the leaving of the house and the coming back to it I thought — I'm here I'm at least here [Chorus] [Energy: Medium] [Instrument: Full Band, Wurlitzer prominent] [Vocal: Earnest underneath the irony] I'm coping, hashtag coping doing all the things that people do I fed the dog, I watched the empire flickering and thought about you just a little (just a little) [Bridge] [Energy: Building slowly — grief surfacing, not exploding] [Instrument: Strings rise, Pedal Steel sustained] [Vocal: Stripped, no irony, plainspoken] I wanted to read a book today I held it for a while the words weren't going anywhere so I just held it Someone on the television said things are going to be okay I don't know if they believed it I don't know if I need them to [Instrumental Break] [Instrument: Pedal Steel solo, sparse electric guitar, brushed drums] [Energy: Quiet, searching] [Final Chorus] [Energy: Medium — same as before, not bigger, just more honest] [Instrument: Full band, warmer mix] [Vocal: Less sardonic, more tender] I'm coping, hashtag coping doing all the things I know how to do I made the bed, I left the news alone a little I thought about you more than a little (more than a little) [Outro] [Energy: Falling, intimate] [Instrument: Acoustic guitar only, fingerpicked, fading] [Vocal: Murmured, almost to self] Decided on the soup it wasn't bad did the ordinary things the way you do I'll try the park tomorrow or I won't either way I'm here (I'm still here) [Fade Out] [Instrument: Single acoustic guitar, room tone]