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Porch Light Humming

V5

Funny how it happened slowly, Wasn’t some firework in the sky Just a thousand little moments Passing quietly by Coffee cups and late-night talking, Laughing at things nobody knew The way you’d check if I got home safe, Like it mattered to you And somewhere in those ordinary days, Without me meaning to My heart started keeping pieces Of everything you do [Pre-Chorus] But every scar I’ve ever carried Starts whispering in my ear Warning me what happens When somebody gets too near [Chorus] ‘Cause I could probably fall for you, That’s the part that scares me most You’re becoming something I look for In every place I go And maybe you see something good When you look my way But all I see are old mistakes That never quite went away I’m afraid if I let you love me You’ll discover what I already know That my heart’s got too many broken places And eventually they’ll show [Verse 2] You make the hard days softer, Without even trying to You don’t know how much your kindness Changes my whole view But kindness has a dangerous way Of making walls come down And mine were built from promises That never stuck around So I keep one hand on the doorway, One foot ready to run Even while I’m secretly wishing You might be the one [Pre-Chorus] And I hate how much I want this When fear still owns a room Every time I start believing Something good could bloom [Chorus] ‘Cause I could probably fall for you, That’s the truth I cannot hide You’re slowly becoming home to me And I don’t know why But what if I can’t be enough? What if I break your heart? What if all the things that damaged me Tear us both apart? I’m afraid if I let you love me You’ll see every flaw I know And decide you’d be better off Than carrying this load [Bridge] Maybe love ain’t finding someone perfect, Maybe that’s never what it’s for Maybe it’s letting somebody stay When you’re terrified of wanting more Maybe healing isn’t instant, Maybe it comes little by little Like a porch light glowing softly In the middle of the dark Maybe hearts like mine and yours Don’t need saving after all Maybe they just need someone willing To catch them if they fall [Final Chorus] And I think I’m falling for you, A little more with every day Through every conversation, Every smile you accidentally gave I’m still scared of getting closer, Still scared of what could be But for the first time in forever Fear ain’t the only thing I see So if I reach for your hand someday, Know it took all I had Not because I doubted you, But because of everything before that And if you choose to stay beside me, Past the damage and the doubt Maybe I’ll finally learn What love was always about [Outro] So for now I’ll hold these feelings Like a secret in my hands Watching them grow quietly Into something I don’t understand And maybe one day I’ll be brave enough to tell you… It’s always been you.