Whatever we are, You and I are made up of it Bad omens, voodoo magic Whatever it is you is the same as I That make us two Taking a chance and a gamble, Is this too much to handle Maybe for some But you know you and I ready to fire and shoot away our guns We don’t need to meet now Le We are hardcore Damaged goods to fragile Whatever state we be in I’m in it wit Chu And now when I say I wana drown You say you don’t wana go down Not me with me Your telling me you pull us out to save yourself and me too Do me a favour and let me sink To drown Ii wana go down Cos I don’t know about you But iv lived a life long enough to say iv done what I wanted Nothing did ever come from it How I had planned or had expected I never met a man who showed the kind of respect that I expected let alone basically deserved What I’m tryna say is at the end of the day When I met you and I wanted to burn down the fuckin Stage I wanted to light fires and see it ablaze You told me you wouldn’t come But I knew if I were to do this successfully that you could be the only one Cos u know more than I I was so impressed wat I heard about u and so I Cos no one tells you where to go or belong you tell yourself and you’d be there if you want Now I took that as you don’t want to be beside me really if I’m about to be destructive well I now your right is steer clear of me too Cos what I might bring to you I’d never want but this is me I guess I’m used to it I’m guessing no body wana be beside me when I’m feeling this bad and shit Everyday the same wake up and repeat dragging around my heVy feet. The people I see walking down the street they forget to smile and it don’t take much so I think the worlds gone could and it’s making me turn into them as such all I need is a touch a little warmth and desire even if it ain’t for long Cos then I know i still can feel there deep inside somewhere that I still got love right there that my heart still beats like a drum right here and I can feel something just a little bit of anything and not be so numb You keep calling us the same kind of broken Like we were stitched from the same bad omen But I ain’t looking at you like a mirror to blame I’m looking at somebody begging the hurt for a name You wear chaos like it’s proof that you survived Like if the wound still bleeds then at least you’re alive And I get it — I really do But I don’t wanna sink just because you sink too Its true that love feels like a loaded gun Like everybody leaves once the damage is done But maybe every hand ain’t trying to take Maybe some people stay even when you shake I hear the way you talk about the ruin and flames Like destruction’s the only thing worthy of names If it hurts enough then it finally means something But pain ain’t holy just because it keeps coming And girl, I won’t lie — you scare me some nights That look in your eyes when you’re ready to fight Like you’d rather be hated than gently believed ‘Cause being held softly makes it harder to breathe You tell me to come closer, let you ruin me too But I spent half my life crawling out of that truth I know what it costs when the sadness gets fed When two cold hearts make home in each other’s head I don’t wanna love you like a slow suicide You don’t wanna confuse being consumed with being alive I want mornings that don’t taste like regret A touch that don’t feel like Russian roulette And maybe you think that makes me weak I should want smoke in my lungs when you speak But I see the girl underneath all the spite The one still washing mascara off late at night The one who got taught every soft thing breaks Who learned to expect abandonment, pain, and hate The one who keeps turning herself into ash Before somebody else gets the chance to do that So no — I won’t hand you the flame Won’t stand here romanticizing our pain If I stay beside you, it won’t be to drown It’ll be to drag both of us out not down And if you poison the air when you breathe Then breathe anyway — and breathe next to me Not as two wrecks glorifying the scars Just two damaged people trying to not go too far. Whatever we are, You and I are made up of it Bad omens, voodoo magic Whatever it is you is the same as I That make us two Taking a chance and a gamble, Is this too much to handle Maybe for some But you know you and I ready to fire and shoot away our guns We don’ t need to meet now Le We are hardcore Damaged goods to fragile Whatever state we be in I’ m in it wit Chu And now when I say I wana drown You say you don’ t wana go down Not me with me Your telling me you pull us out to save yourself and me too Do me a favour and let me sink To drown Ii wana go down Cos I don’ t know about you But iv lived a life long enough to say iv done what I wanted Nothing did ever come from it How I had planned or had expected I never met a man who showed the kind of respect that I expected let alone basically deserved What I’ m tryna say is at the end of the day When I met you and I wanted to burn down the fuckin Stage I wanted to light fires and see it ablaze You told me you wouldn’ t come But I knew if I were to do this successfully that you could be the only one Cos u know more than I I was so impressed wat I heard about u and so I Cos no one tells you where to go or belong you tell yourself and you’ d be there if you want Now I took that as you don’ t want to be beside me really if I’ m about to be destructive well I now your right is steer clear of me too Cos what I might bring to you I’ d never want but this is me I guess I’ m used to it I’ m guessing no body wana be beside me when I’ m feeling this bad and shit Everyday the same wake up and repeat dragging around my heVy feet. The people I see walking down the street they forget to smile and it don’ t take much so I think the worlds gone could and it’ s making me turn into them as such all I need is a touch a little warmth and desire even if it ain’ t for long Cos then I know i still can feel there deep inside somewhere that I still got love right there that my heart still beats like a drum right here and I can feel something just a little bit of anything and not be so numb
